It's been a whole month without Liliani and Jah, life has been difficult. I either over eat or I don't eat, I am very bipolar , I started boxing which me and Liliani were both going to join. My mom said we were leaving after the funeral. But we didn't leave until today.
We finally arrived in Seattle, Washington it was okay, I preferred Chicago but this would give me a a fresh start. I'm going to turn 16 on April 3 which was soon. Everything that happened was during early February, why am I talking to myself? Skskks I don't know. I walked down the stairs and said "Hey momma" she looked up and smiled "Hi love, I just finished putting Caleb to sleep" Caleb was my 1 year old brother. "Soo what's for dinner?" I asked hungrily, she laughed and said "I was going to do tacos de asada, pero I don't know if you want that" I smiled and replied " um why would I say no to tacos! They are one of the best things god has created" while pointing up to the sky, I continued "There were also Liliani's and I favorite thi-" I stopped myself and whispered the rest to myself. She let out a huge sigh and said with a high tone "When are you going to forget that!?" I looked at her like she was crazy and replied in a cold way " NEVER! She was my other half, she was more like my sister than my actual sister! When are you going to understand that she was MY best friend and the ONLY person who would actually cared about me!" I shed a tear, but then she slapped me and said "Uno DON'T talk to me like that, Segundo get ready the neighbors are coming over at 8:00 pm and their kid is about your age" I sighed and headed to my room while slumping my feet to the ground.
Once I met my room I sighed and grabbed a pillow put it up to face and yelled "FUCKK!" little did I know the neighbor was looking at me. "Soo it's going to be harder than I thought! Damn I have to stop talking to myself." I said. I put on
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But instead with my Air forces 1's . I ran down and told my mom "Mira! Yes or no?" She replied "Yes! Now go change Caleb" I give her the look of 'why' so she said "Because I'm not ready! I just finish cooking and I have 35 minutes!!" "Ayyy damn okay" I went up the stairs and there he was
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Playing with his feet. "Hi my lil baby! How was your nap?" I said, he looked at me and giggled which mad me smile. I cleaned him and put on this outfit for him
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(Imagine it smaller) I looked at him and said "Oooo baby you gon' be the flyest baby!" And he just started giggling so I was playing with his curls. "Damaris!! Come down here please" my madre screamed "I'm going" I replied while holding Caleb "Why did you dress Caleb like that? I told you to dress him nicely!" My mom spoked This random kid who I'm assuming is the neighbor said "I think he looks nice" I giggled and said " You see" while pointing at the kid who was actually attractive. I continued and said "And also you didn't let me wear a hoodie and my regular jeans! At least let me dress him like that" I looked at her and pouted she sighed and said "Alright" I laughed and said "Well sorry for the wrong introduction! But I'm Damaris" the kid looked at me from head to toe and said "Wassup I'm Lathan but I prefer Mosey, and this is my momma" I looked at his mom and said "hi momma! You are very beautiful" they all laughed but mosey just rolled his eyes
