flaws & claws [bakudeku - katsudeku]

3.0: Tears & Heat

"Kiss me, nerd."

Izuku felt a blush creeping up his neck and his lips gapped. His green eyes flicked back and forth between Katsuki's intimidating red eyes to his pink lips. They were moving too fast! He began to panic, should he? What if the wolf boy was taking advantage of him.

"I-I really want to, but not yet. Is that okay Kacchan?" Izuku asked shyly playing with the hem of the red polo. He couldn't figure out why but he felt the back of his eyes begin to heat and prickle, tears welling in his eyes.

"Oh god. Izu, of course it's okay. I...I'm sorry I read you wrong, didn't I? Oh, fuck. Don't cry." The wolf boy panicked and cupped Izuku's baby face in his palms. Those wide gorgeous eyes tearing up broke Katsuki's heart. He should have known to be more gentle with the smaller boy. Little tears overflowed and trickled down the neko boy's cheeks and the wolf boy wiped them away frantically, pulling Izuku into a hug. "We can wait as long as you need, kitten."

Izuku felt like such a crybaby, he didn't even know why he was crying. The situation dug up some deeply buried memories perhaps. He nuzzled his face into the crook of the blond's neck. He felt so weak and dumb.

"Come on. Let's get out of here, huh?"

-

Katsuki was set up on the couch with blankets and a big bowl of popcorn set on the coffee table. He felt guilt dwelling in his belly. He felt so bad for coming onto Izuku, he shouldn't have been so demanding. He waited for the green haired neko for he was changing into comfier clothes.

Izuku pulled on a black t shirt and another pair of Katsuki's boxer shorts. He finally felt comfy, it was nice getting out of that uniform. He didn't like the way the polo shirt felt on his nipples.

He thought about back at the pizza shop. The wolf boy wanted to kiss him. He blushed at the thought. He couldn't help but think at how stupid he was, he wanted that kiss, his insecurities got the best of him.

Oh how he wanted Katsuki's fingers wrapped tightly around his wrists pushing him up against the wall, kissing his neck... He could feel himself getting flushed and pushed the impure thoughts from his mind. He knew his heat was going to start soon and he certainly didn't want to start it early.

Izuku walked out of the bedroom to the living room and blushed at the sight of the blond. He was scrolling through the movies and shows on Netflix and he looked delicious; shirtless with basketball shorts.
The neko boy was a little nervous and was now unsure of the boundaries that lied between the two, was he allowed to cuddle the blond or should he keep his distance. He climbed up on the couch and sighed.

"You okay?" The blond asked softly and Izuku's shoulders untensed.

"Yes." He nodded and gave a small smile to the wolf boy.

"Umm... could I cuddle you maybe?" Katsuki asked nervously, he didn't want to scare the boy like last time, he had to be cautious. He looked into those green eyes and watched the neko's pupils dilate and a scent of pie crust, vanilla and strawberries flooded the blonds nose, a fruit pastry. Were those... pheromones? The wolf boy's senses heightened and his muscles tensed.

Izuku could feel himself sweating, he gulped hard. He curled his tail tightly. It was starting. His heat. He could smell bonfire and toasting marshmallows. Was Katsuki releasing his pheromones too? He felt his cock harden and pulled the hem of the t shirt past his crotch in attempt to hide it. He felt so embarrassed but so unsatisfied and had the strong urge to be touched. He couldn't seem to make eye contact with Katsuki. If he did, he might pounce on the bigger boy.