Dangerous Love | Jikook |

Chapter 7

!Trigger Warning!
Suicide attempt! Please do not read if you can easily get triggered!

JIMIN POV:
I knew I was gonna die today. I shouldn't have done anything and obeyed him but nO! I just had to be brave and try to escape him and now he's gonna cut me into pieces for even touching him.

I was brought out of my thoughts when I felt harsh kisses down my neck and a hand opening all the buttons of my shirt. My eyes widen as I look down to see him ripping my shirt and quickly unbuttoning and undoing the button and zipper of my jeans. I couldn't move. I couldn't do anything but plead him to stop.

"P-please stop I don't w-want this im s-sorry." I tried to make him stop by moving his hands off my body but he won't budge. Instead he turned me around so I was laying on my stomach and twisted my wrists and i could feel his hot, minty breath near my ear.

"Baby you don't know who you just messed with. Matter of fact, you don't even know who you just touched with your filthy features. I think you deserve a punishment for trying to escape daddy don't you think?" He practically whispered in a deep voice near my ear and i could feel the smirk that is placed on his face. "No p-please ill b-be good now. I w-wont try to e-escape you just please d-dont do this." I said in a low and muffled voice since my face was shoved into the pillow. I tried to look at him to see if his face showed any sign of sympathy but all I saw was eyes that were disgustingly filled with lust and him licking his thin lips.

"Baby you should plead me to not go rough on you cuz SHEESH! with that fat ass of yours, I don't think I can resist fucking you senselessly." He said in a demonic tone. I can't do this. I can't let some random stranger take my self respect, my dignity yet I have no way to escape this situation. "PLEASE LET ME GO! I DIDN'T DO SHIT TO YOU SO WHY DO YOU HAVE TO MAKE ME SUFFER?!" I yelled without thinking and the next thing I felt... was me being turned around and my cheek stinging. My eyes widened. He slapped me. I felt as if my face would fall off any second. I am in so much shock that a fucking stranger slapped me for trying to keep my self respect. I could feel the tears pouring out of my eyes, caressing my cheeks and falling into complete nothing. My face was blank. I felt numb. I was how he was looking at me with a deadly glare but i didn't care. I never thought in my whole life, someone would ever put their hands on me or furthermore abuse me.

He saw my blank face and let out a frustrated sigh. In the blink of an eye, he was gone. He left me in this room, all alone. I got up and brung my knees to my chest, crying as if this is the end of the world. I can't suffer through all this pain. I scream, pull my hair but no one seemed to hear me. I got up furiously and tried opening the door but it was locked. I started banging but nothing. Silence.

I slowly fell on my knees and my eyes started pouring crystal clear tears. I felt like I was gonna die in this silence, in this big room. I can't do it. Id rather die than live like this. I got up quickly and tried to look for something sharp. I saw a clear, glass vase sitting on a small table. With shaky hands, I took the vase and threw it on the floor.  The shards flew everywhere and some even scratched my cheek. I flinched but bent down to get one of the big pieces. With my eyes shining and shaking hands, I put the glass on my wrist, ready to cut deep and see pure blood gushing out. But the door flew open and i heard a voice shouting but i couldn't hear everything the person said because...

i felt the glass digging deep into my skin.

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