To: Zoë

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I'll never forget one date. May 30, 2013. I was in 3rd Grade. I remember getting the phone call saying I was leaving to go home early. I ran to the car throwing on my pink "I'm the big sister" shirt on. Walking into the hospital with Tia Linnette by my side. You were in your mommys arms, daddy sitting right by yours and mommys side. "Hey Zoë, you big sister Arianna is here~" Tia Linnette said. I was nervous. Until right after her words a small little peep came from your mouth. Like you were calling me. All my worries vanished. I walked over to hold you. Just like that. I knew we'd have the greatest bond. 6 years later it's February 20th, 2019. Your 6 years old and turning 7. Despite our small differences. I will always love you. I remember your JoJo Siwa phase. And when you told me in the car "I don't like her anymore". I wanted to scream. But I didn't. When I first got you into BTS. I was scared. But then came back every weekend singing a song from them. When we wrote in Korean together. You wanted to pretend what I wrote was what you wrote because it looked "cooler". When you took your first steps and fell to the floor. You looked at me with hope and happiness. I picked you up and couldn't let you go. Since I can remember you we're always trying to impress me. Even one-up me. You made me feel strong and proud when you rode down poppops hill in his drive way by yourself like I do. But when you fell, and I got to you, you were crying. But behind and through your tears, scrapes and blood. You told me you wanted to keep going. Just like me. It made me feel like it was just you and I. I want to protect you with everything I have. Whether it costs me my life. Your my mini me. My Zo bear. My Sissy. My baby. My everything. My first. When you first came to this world. I was so scared. But you showed me not to be. I want you to come to me for anything and everything. Whether its a skinned knee, Elias hit you, or you broke a nail. I don't care. Because your my sister and you mean the world to me. You are my sunshine. The light in my darkness. I love you baby. When you showed me your first cart wheel. I melted. When you had me repeat DNA all night because you wanted to dance. I loved it. I'm proud to be a big sister for you. Your noona~ I love you.

(⬆️ November 12, 2018)

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(⬆️ November 12, 2018)

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