Excuse mistakes and enjoy. Yall deseve this. AND be sure to read my note at the end of the chapter... Read on
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"Love's like a gravitiational pull. It can't be stopped. You have to be next to that person, you have to hear from them because you can't sleep knowing they're aren't alright. You can't breath or function correctly without the sweet euphoric feeling of talking or touching of that special person. You may not know it but you do it unconsciously. It becomes a habit. You become under a spell. You're lured in so far you can't come back. You're submissive to their every command like a dummy or pet, But you don't Care. It's nothing compared to being praised and worshipped of your beaaty from the person that's got yu so gone. All the other shit people saying's for the birds."
- Bristol C.
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I opened it and to my surprise it was August.
"Uh, Can i help you?" I asked politely.
"Uh, Sorry i know you probably busy but i never really got the chance to thank you for taking care of Meh'. I appreciated dat shit a lot buh' i didn't thank you. I really am thankful for ya because you dea' when a nigga down, and i just want you to know i care, Ya heard?" He gave me a bouqet of red and white roses and then kissed my forehead.
"I was an ass yesta'day and i wanna apologize. I'a see you later." He turned walking away back to his car.
"Aug!" i yelled. he turned.
"Thanks." he nodded getting in his car.
Soon as he left Jake and Ant cam strolling out. When he got to me he put his hands on my waist but frowned seeing the expensice roses in my hand.
"Jake i have something to tell you." I said softly.
"Wassup baby girl." He said staring in my eyes. I didn't know what to do. I was so lost and confused.
I adverted my attention to the ground, "I-I think i have feeling for someone else." I swear I heard his heart shatter to thousands of pieces. He stared into my eyes with that strong look of hurt.
He pulled away.
"Wh- What do you mean?" He stuttered. He's the emotional type, so i knew he wasn'tg oing to hide how he felt. He was falling hard and hell i can't say i wasn't either.
"Jake I' so sor-" He cut me off.
"Man, I was really falling for ya ass too. Fucking flowers make you forgive the nigga that ain't did shit for you. I be there when you was ova' dea talking 'bout he was so childish and how you needed him to change. I was up for countless nights talking and listening to what you had to say because i fucking cared. I didn't have to do that shit. I was doing it long befa' we was on this level, and you fucking direspect me like that. It feels like you just fucking spit in my face. I damn near LOVE you. Yes i fucking said it. Had a nigga gone. I cut everybody off fo' ya ass and you wanna admit tha shit to me. Fuck outah here. I don't give ah' damn. What has the nigga done for you i haven't. He took you on a date anf fucking flirted with anotha' bitch in fronta' ya. I took time and money outtah my day to be wit'chu. My attention was on you and nobody fucking else. That nigga guranteed to do the same shit he did from the jump. Play you. When he go on dem fucking tours who gone hold you at night? Temptation ain't no joke so We all know he gone be fucking. I'mma be dere. Dat nigga is not a long term guy. I can be da one to comfort you and hold you. Man i fucking caught off the bitch i actually loved for yo ass because we was gone work shit out. Think about how this shit make me feel. Don't give me no whack bit off ass excuse because that shit's fa da damn birds. I been completly honest and i want the same." He preached. Tears had now formed in my eyes. I saw who i really wanted. A nigga that wasn't gone lie but keep it real. I want Jake. He's the one.
