Goodbye, You.

I used to wonder why do adults cry for love. Isn't it something beautiful? Isn't is something that will make you smile from ear to ear?

However, it was before I met you. Now,  I understand way too much why adults cry for love.

I loved you with all my heart, but I was merely an acquaintance for you.

You loved the attention I gave you, it made you feel worthy. But I was never enough, you needed someone more beautiful, more impeccable.

With you, love was no where near beautiful. In fact, loving you was rough - tears were my bestfriend, smiles were my enemy.

I hated you, but it is in past tense. It was before I realized that it is not your fault for not loving me. Just like how I am being true to my feelings, you are just being true to your feelings. With this realization, I know that, finally, I am ready to start moving forward.

I may never be completely over you, because once you love someone, it is impossible to undo it, right? But at least I am trying; I am trying to mend the broken parts of my heart, to prepare it for loving someone new; I am trying to clear my heart, to create some space for someone new in the future to come.

This may not be easy, but this is what I need to do.

So, this is the only thing that is left for me to say to you:

"Thank you for all the lessons and goodbye, you."