A/N: Hey guys :) Sorry for not updating or publishing anything new but here’s a one shot that I started writing a while ago and decided to finish off. I’m not so proud of this one but I hope you like it. Fan, comment and vote if you wish, thankyou :)x
Mum and Gemma –
To Mum,
I know that you would be so disappointed in me for doing this. I’m sorry, I’m truly sorry but I had to. Thank-you so much for everything, you’re such an amazing mum and have always supported me no matter what. Always remember that I love you and that you’d always stay in my heart no matter if I’m dead or alive. You mean everything to me and please look after yourself. Look after Gemma and the boys for me as well, I’ll miss you. Don’t be sad though, be happy. Smile. Remember that I was the one who chose to die. Promise me that you won’t blame this on yourself. Promise me just that one thing. Smile Anne, smile and remember the best of me, not my death. Re-live the good times, not the bad. Celebrate the times of my life, don’t mourn my death. Be happy for me, be happy that I’m somewhere where I want to be.
I love you mum, I love you and I’m so so sorry, you’ll always stay in my heart wherever that may be.
-Harold <3xx
To Gemma,
First of all, please look after mum for me, I know that this is a lot to take in and all but please look after her and don’t let her do anything stupid. Anyway, thank-you so much for being the best big sister ever. You’ve taught me so much not only about myself but about being a man and person in general. You’ve taught me and have guided me throughout all the difficult times in my life. You’re the most beautiful woman I know so stay strong. I’m so sorry this had to happen but it’s how things were meant to be so be happy, be happy for me. I’m happy now, I’m happy now that I’m gone and that I’m off to some other place where I belong wherever that may be. Where I’m not hurting as much. I couldn’t continue living like that. I couldn’t continue watching the one I love, love someone else.
I love you Gem, and I’m sorry for everything and all the pain I’ve caused you. But smile, smile for me when I look down on you, I want to see you happy.
-your little annoying brother, Harry <3 xx
Zayn, Niall and Liam –
To Zayn,
I know this would hit you hard as you wouldn’t know why I left you all. I promise it wasn’t painful. I just took a couple of pills and went to sleep, nothing you should worry about. Promise me that you won’t blame yourself for this yeah? Be happy with Liam, listen to what Liam tells you cause they’re all true. The words came from me. Be happy with him. Spend your life with him. Grow old with him and live. Be happy and smile. Be brave and just be happy for me. I know I may have left all of yous with guilt and pain and loss but just remember that I left for me, I left because of the pain inside of me and it was nothing to do with you lads. Nothing you guys would of done could of changed the outcome of this. I love you all. Look after eachother and be brave for eachother. Be strong for me and smile. Be happy and don’t cry. I’m happy now, you should be happy as well. With Liam.
I love you Z, don’t cry
-Haz <3 x
