College | What are the odds

Chapter 10

Taehyung was lying down on his bed, not wanting to open his eyes, knowing that if he did, only tears would fall out. He didn't expect ignoring Jungkook would be that hard, and if he was honest, he really regretted the whole thing. He really wish he hadn't ignored Jungkook. Taehyung really missed him. He missed how often they would talk, how kind the younger was to him, how sweet and caring he was, how whenever he smiles he looks like a bunny, how cute his laugh sounds, and how beautiful his voice is. And he really hated how Jungkook reacted back at Jin's place, but he knew he deserved it. 

Why do I have to be so stupid? I just cost one of the most important people in my life to leave it... damn. Just as that thought crossed Taehyung's mind, he heard loud knocking at the door.

"Taehyung! Open up! Its me, Jimin!" he heard a voice shout. He really didn't want his hyung know he was here, he knew he was just gonna drag him back to where the others were. Where Jungkook was. 

"Kim Taehyung! I know you're in there! I'm not leaving until you open the door!" 

He lazily got up to open the door for Jimin. He knew that his friend would actually wait outside his door for as long as he said he would.

"What do you want." he very aggressively said. 

"Care to explain why you just ran out without saying a word?"

"I just felt sick and decided to go home." Jimin knew his friend better than that. "Taehyung, I know what happened with Jungkook, Yoongi was there, he told me." Taehyung looked up at his worried friend. He didn't know what to say next, Jimin already knew everything. He took a deep breath before softly speaking. "I don't know what to do Jimin. I thought that ignoring him was a good idea, but it wasn't. It was so hard. And now that he ignored me in return, I see how bad he must have felt. I feel terrible, and I honestly don't know what to do right now."

The slightly older one felt bad for his friend. "Look Tae, there could have been another way to handle the situation, but that's over with. What happened, happened. Now, do you want Jungkook back?" Taehyung shyly nodded at his friend. "Well then go back there and get him back. Fix what you broke Taehyung." 

Taehyung's heart started to beat faster as those words left Jimin's mouth. The though of him confronting Jungkook made him nervous, but he also knew that it is what he had to do to get him back.

"I don't know Jimin, what if he turns me down? What if I make a complete fool of myself?"

"Don't worry Tae, you Kook isn't like that."

Taehyung nodded in agreement. Jungkook does have a good soul, he's just so perfect in so many different ways. 

So many thoughts were going through his mind right now. Should I do it? Should I not? He wasn't entirely sure of what to do, but he knew that he wanted his Jungkook. 

Jimin stared at his friend blankly as he saw him quickly get up and put on his shoes. "That's my boy." he said with a smile on his face. "You coming or not?" Taehyung told Jimin as he opened the door. Both boys run out the door, going back to Jin's place as fast as they could.

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"Jungkook, what happened? You can talk to us." Namjoon said with a concerned voice. 

"Kook? You okay? It's fine we're your friends."

"Oh Kook come to eomma, what's wrong"

Jungkook had a blank expression on his face. He didn't know exactly how he felt, but he knew that it wasn't a good feeling he had. Everyone else around him were worried about him, but he didn't want to respond to anyone. Jungkook just wanted to go home and sleep all the pain away. He hated everything about his life at this point. 

"Guys stop," a voice interrupted the three other, it was Yoongi. "We all obviously know what's wrong with Jungkook and who is causing his distress, but let us not make it worse. We shouldn't bug him about it."

These words from his hyung meant a lot to him. He wanted to speak up and thank him, but his mouth wouldn't open. He just stared at Yoongi, expressionless. 

Jin didn't like seeing his younger friend like this. "Jungkook, if you want you can go hangout in my room for a little bit. You know, to sort out your thoughts and rest a little if you need to."

Jungkook nodded his head as he followed his hyung, escorting him to his room.

"Call us if you need anything." Jin said with a sad smile before leaving Jungkook alone in the room.

He laid down on the bed, staring at the ceiling, contemplating the whole situation. 

What could have I done to deserve this? I literally adore the shit out of him, why would I ever purposely hurt him? Was what I did wrong though? I thought that walking away was a good idea since that is basically how he's been treating me, but maybe I took it a bit too far. Taehyung is sensitive, I didn't mean for him to take it to heart. What am I saying? What makes me believe that I'm the reason Taehyung ran off, it's not like he cares about me anyway. 

Jungkook's thoughts were stopped by a panting Taehyung standing at the door, looking at him. His heart started to race a little bit, but he was still mad at his hyung. 

"What do you want" he shakily said to the other, trying not to get off on him and yell out all his anger towards him right now. As he looked back at his older, he realized that Taehyung's facial expression was kind of odd. There was really no other way Jungkook can describe it than it seemed like he was about to cry, but also about to kill Jungkook, and that really worried the younger. 

"Why did you do that?"

"Do what?" Jungkook said as he rolled his eyes.

"Why did you ignore me like that? I just wanted to say hi.." Taehyung said. He obviously knew he deserved what he got from Jungkook, but he chose to act oblivious and let his friend say it himself.

"Why did I ignore you? Why have you been ignoring me for the past two weeks? What's up with that?" Jungkook angrily replied. His fists started to clench up. All the anger he wouldn't let out for the past two weeks were starting to build up, and Jungkook already knew he would let it all out on Taehyung.

"Jungkook, listen, this whole.. I jus-"

"No Taehyung, its too late to explain. I've been sitting around and trying to get your attention for what feels like years now and you just ignore me. You know how bad that feels Tae? Imagine what I just did to you, but times ten. I mean its one thing when your friend ignores you, but it hurts as hell when the guy you like does it to you." 

Jungkook took a deep breathe, exhausted from all the yelling he just did. As he looked down at the floor calming himself down, he realized the silence in the room. He looked back up at Taehyung, and as soon as he saw his reaction, he noticed what he had just said...