I'm not sure why I'm at a party especially Shabmans party, rich prick. Yet here I am. Drink in hand watching in envy, at something that will and won't ever happen.
Billy and Petra. Why, I've always been here,
A L W A Y S. God why can't he see that?! Every time she keeps him chasing her messing with him, guess who's there to catch the fall. Me, and what do I get. I get to sit here and soak in my own self loathing. What a blast.Billy practically sprints my way to grab her some tap, flaunting his original wonky smile. I give him a thumbs up, no matter how much I show I care nothing.
Billy Bennett, king of oblivion. Now that sounds more like it, huh?
Snapping out of my daze I see Petra and Victor dragging each other up stairs. Billy's ear to ear smile drops to his stomach, I feel bad. Really bad, but it was enviable I mean come on. Plus he could do better, me.
He looks at me and walks lowly towards the porch. It takes me a minute to actually move knowing this is yet another fall. I pick my self up from the counter i was leaning over and push through the mounds of people.
I stood between the door frame until some jacka** thought to send me flying on my way out. Billie looked up at me obviously upset, I looked at him. His moods reflect on everyone around him, he's sad everyone else is too.
"I-I saw what happened", I instantly regret even bringing it up. I plop down next to him on the ground. He's still looking at me, is there mustard up my nose? Dammit Billy. He still doesn't say anything instead he drops his head into my lap and wraps his arms around my waist.
"You're quite the guy Billy, she doesn't see that then her loss. Plus Victor is a drag anyway", I try to comfort him playing with the green strike near his neck.
"I know, I know you say so every time", he creaks out. I feel his arms tighten around me, the music blares behind us faintly.
"It's cau-",
"Cause It's true, I know that one too," he interrupts me.
"Well what am I supposed to say this happens only every time Billy care to take a hint", I snap, he sits up.
Staring at me again, I can tell how much he'd love to just glare and storm off. But he has no where else to be.
"You don't understand Y/N",he says looking away.
Oh, no he didn't.
"Really, I don't understand. I don't understand, seriously can you not see that I love you. I-I'm only you shoulder to cry on the person who will actually listen to you. The-The person who knows you best", my voice cracking.
He just stands there bewildered.
"But I guess it's easy to be blind", I finish walking off. I turn vastly, stomping up to him.
"And don't you dare say you love me back", I nearly yell walking off again. Til he tugs on my sleeve whipping me around.
"I do love you", He blinks looking right at me.
"I guess I've always sort of known I was just so caught up on-", he stops staring deep into my eyes.
I let out a shaky breath looking down at his lips, want fills every inch of my body. Before I can even comprehend what's happening I feel a pair of soft lips on mine.
Soon I start to kiss back once I realize this is real, after a bit we both pull away. I don't remember being so close, I'm practically glued to him.
"Woah", Billy pants.
"Yeah, 'Woah'".
A/N This one was sooo long lol hope you liked it cya pal;)
word count- 650
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deadly class imagines
Teen Fictionjust a bunch of drabbles of your favs.. marcus, billy, willie, etc., i will do the girls but only by request