My life I guess

Me and my love hate relationship with therepy

So, this is very personal but I wanna type it out

So today was one of the worst...and best therapy sessions I've ever had.

so I've had an ongoing issue of doing poorly in school not being able to keep my room clean. my moms convinced its because I'm just lazy and I don't want to do it, which isn't true I hate living in the filth I live in but it's hard to just clean it since it will just get messy again. but that's something different. Then Eric (therapist) brought up that I might be mentally disabled in some fashion other than my adhd. And it kinda pissed me off, playing back to my issue of people finding out I'm stupid or I don't understand things. my mom outright denied the thought of it and so did I until it was explained to me more, how I act, that I don't get things I'm too shy to ask for help. he said I might be disabled. i kinda get it, but mom still didnt she didnt like getting help to in school, but she pushed thought it so i told her in a very loud way that yes i get it but if i get a science paper or somehting and read it then dont get it I'll read it agian and again and if i still do get it i shut down, give up. Thats when she got it, so he talked more about what to do, he said he'd even come to my school to help me tell my teachers

so if I told you my therapist called me disabled and I sounded upset I take it back, I'm glad I figured this out cause now I can work towards beating this demon and go to Germany or Canada or I don't care just get out of this stupid country called America

i love you guys thanks for reading

this has been my ted talk

if you have questions ask

or don't

idk