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Im torturing myself
Questioning life and death
The meaning of existence
What am I? 
Am I the superficial found makings of a human
Or a madman closing his cage on fairytales
Opening the doors to truth 
Nothing is what you believe
Said so much in movies and books
Actuality is people believe the saying but doesn't live it

Fear drives insanity

Does it actually? Or does it stere away from truth hidden by the monarchs of the new age

For one day, one-night

Don't run but stand and fight, hold your ground face objection and fear head on

It may just be the change to open your eyes
To help you pursue
Love step by my door and scared of what it could become, I selfishly tried lying to myself

Does anyone ever feel that agonizing buzzing in their ears
Not a sound nor touch, just the knowledge that something you did you regret greatly
If you find the moment to think, to know that feeling, change it as I did. 

I'm now the happiest boy because I have a beloved more precious to me then ever!

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