I can't keep hugging pillows pretending I'm cuddling you while falling asleep
I also can't keep kissing other people pretending they're you
I can't keep saying I love you after hushed goodbyes
I can't keep playing pretend
I guess I still like you and it's messing with my head I want you out of my head but at the same time I don't
I need you
I can't do this thing that we have like I don't love you I can't pretend
I still want you in my arms I wanna come running to you after a really stressful day
I just wanna be able to kiss you only this time I'm not kissing someone pretending they're you
I don't know if I'll ever get over you
You talk about how there's this girl you like and I'm sitting here wishing you were talking about me
I miss our hushed I love you's
I really miss you
I knew I was screwed when I let you into my life again
It was test to see how I felt about you
It's been a year since we ended things
I just wanna hold your hand again
