To the boy that I loved or was in love with
Listening to songs that remind me of you haven't been easy
The songs that I used to love robed for me and replaced with furniture that represents heartbreak
Watching you look at her wasn't easy
I remember when you looked at me like that
Hearing you say I love you to her
Wasn't easy
Nothing is easy
This is me letting go of you
But holding onto one string that held us together
Isn't going to be easy
You'll be a hard one to get over
I can't seem to get over your eyes
Those brown eyes
That said hold me
I wish your eyes were blue
Because then I can drown
But if I was drowned in your eyes I
Would have been still in love with you
I'm not ready to let go
I don't want to
Or maybe I tricked my mind
Into thinking that I don't want to let go
I was stupid to let myself fall into to your eyes
That weren't a shade of blue
But it's funny because your eyes still managed
To drown me