𝙒𝙖𝙨 𝙃𝙚 𝙎𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙮?

𝙇𝙤𝙫𝙚?

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As I was staring at the wall Thomas slowly started to get off my bed. I think he thought I was asleep, he was texting someone,  "who are you texting?"I said, calmly. "Just a friend" Thomas said with a sassy tone. I decided to turn around and stare at the wall, as I was staring at the wall, Thomas' phone began to buzz a million times. I wanted to see who he was texting but decided not to because Thomas will just say I have trust issues again... as I began to wonder who he was texting Thomas said, "I have to go bye 𝐀𝐥𝐞𝐱" with a annoyed tone he left before I can say bye. My mind was racing with thoughts "did I do something wrong...?" "Have I been a bad boyfriend??" I began to worry. Time flew by slowly with my thoughts killing me when I checked my phone for the time it was already 3:21 AM I decided to go out because Thomas wasn't coming and I couldn't go to sleep I went to this nice little restaurant near my place I go inside and sit down while waiting for the waiter a few minutes go by without paying attention the waiter said "May I take your order?" I looked at the waiter my god I thought I drooled a little bit "um yes, can I have some coffee please?" I said, with a sweet calm voice the waiter said "Anything else?" I said "No" a few minutes go by and I'm done with my coffee the waiter comes by to refill it "Hey, what's your name?" I said with curiosity " My name is John, John Laurens" he said with a polite full voice, my god I swear my heart melted when I heard his name "That's a very lovely name John" I said "Why thank you" he said shyly "If you don't mind but when does your shift end?" I said with curiosity again "My shift ends in....oh in five minutes" "Can I wait for you?" I said "Yeah sure" he said with joy about 7 minutes pass by John comes rushing to my table "Hey I'm sorry I came late" I said "you're only two minutes late it's no biggie" we started talking about a lot of things 20 minutes pass by and I hear the door of the restaurant open I turn around to see who it is and it's Thomas and....James Madison!!?!? I started tearing up "Hey John can you cover me up?!" As he was going to say yeah Thomas turned around and saw me and John I quickly kissed John...John was shocked but surprisingly kissed back Thomas left the restaurant furiously walking out with James I pulled out leaving a trail of saliva I was embarrassed but John continued to talk to me nervously we talked for hours and hours in the restaurant until we were forced to leave I insisted to drive John home but he didn't want to be a bother so he went walking home so I went home driving alone I parked my car in the driveway and got out of the car so then I walked inside of my house in front of me I saw Thomas with anger in his eyes he raised up his hand and slapped me!!! I looked at him with rage and sadness. I pushed pass him and went to our room I slammed the door and cried on my bed meanwhile I heard the car start up and drive away I started wondering if he even loved me I just can't believe he slapped me maybe it was a misunderstanding maybe he wasn't cheating on me probably James had problems and Thomas went to go out with him so he can clear off his mind, I am a bad boyfriend....I'm the one who cheated on him I shouldn't have kissed John....but why did it feel so real unlike
.....Thomas'.....I felt so loved when John kissed back....