Remember

Chapter 3. #TIRED

I got to the back of the base ball court and stopped walking

Why is he always doing this? Insult me if you want to but do not  bring my dad in this mess.   What right does he even have to insult me or my dad since his family cause all of this I questioned bitterly
He has no right to do this to me I thought heading back to class

Vera, Max stormed into the class

I thought you disappeared into thin air he teased

No I just needed space to think I answered almost too flatly

School goes as usual long and boring  and by 5pm  I'm out of the school gate walking down to Green hills my siblings school
I need to be at Mia's chicken grills by 6pm so I have to walk faster than this if I would get Dave and Molly to their after school lessons and be at work by 6pm

And by 5:50 I was at work
I didn't really like this job I wish I could get a better one
The dirty  grilling pans just keep rolling in endlessly and I can't just seem to wipe enough of it. 

Jeez I'm so so tired

I should just go job hunting again I made a mental note

I'm sure your hands can work faster than that if you were shopping for clothes I heared the  Senior chef  screech behind me

I'm not some shopping freak  I mentally screamed back

Mrs Chen's hobby I think is hurling insults at people
she should just leave me be I've had enough today

Mrs Chen noticed I wasn't preparing a comeback to her rude comment and storms out of the washroom

If she was around the day I got signed in I'm dead ass sure  I won't be here now

The grilling  pans jeep rolling in and I keep wiping until I reach out for my watch in my aprons pocket and I discovered I've used 30minutes overtime

Arrgh again!  I'm always using overtime here

Oh no this isn't happening I stood up immediately and got the apron off me,  got my shoes on and left without saying a word to anyone

And here I am again at Waves hotels, work is quite easy here I just have to usher people in

But the painful part is I have to be on my feet  in  some 16 inches heels for some two hours
I really hated that but I have no other choice

Night was far spent,  I found myself dragging my feet to my siblings after school lessons feeling very tired
The thought of the pile of assignments I had to do crept into my mind but I shut them off because they will just make me weary

I got Dave and Molly and we headed home

Vera I heard and turned back  you don't need to bother feeding them again I  feed them some oats their After school teacher said giving me a reassuring smile

I just gave a her a small but noticeable smile in return I don't have the strength to start thanking her and making her understand how grateful I am

We got home purely exhausted and I decided to just put Dave and Molly to sleep which was a huge relive since they slept almost Immediately

I got to my room exactly 10pm I took a long shower and decided to get some rest but deed within I knew I wasn't only tired physically I was tried emotionally too I just didn't want any of this

I don't know if i'm going to make it through

I'm getting so so stressed up

I just wished Dad would come back and things would be the way they were

All of this is just too much for me I thought drifting to sleep

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