20-2-19
//Yuri POV//
It's been years since my parents died..
I have moved on.. I guess..
I've been living with Felix and his parents so we're kinda like family now and today was the day Felix and his parents had to leave for Australia
I knew that it would be hard living without their support but they told me that I'd be fine and that I have Felix's aunt if anything happens
20-2-19
7:30 pm
//Felix POV//
It's time to leave for the airport and though it hurts to leave Yuri, I have to since I need to study and we couldn't take her with us
Although I trust my aunt with taking care of Yuri, I'm just worried that she'd get bullied again when I'm not there to protect her
As we leave for the airport Yuri was giving her goodbyes and sweet messages for us, I could tell that she was trying very hard not to show her tears but I knew her
She was about to burst so I told my parents to go now cause we might miss our flight
But in reality the main reason why I told them this was because I knew that Yuri didn't want us to see her crying..
And we finally drove off
I looked back and I saw Yuri running inside the house
I knew what she was gonna do, I knew that she would cry it all out and have a breakdown
I feel horrible for not being there for her..
I just wish I would be there...
//Yuri POV//
And there they go, they left, drove off,I'm by myself again..
But yet again I have auntie
I quickly ran inside the house to my bedroom, locked the door and hurried my head on the pillow as I burst out crying
It's 8:30 now, the plane is about to take off and in a few hours Felix and his parents would be in Australia already..
Would he still remember me?
//Felix POV//
Time to take off..
As the plane takes off I suddenly feel tears in my eyes, I don't know why but I suddenly miss her, I suddenly want to hug her, I suddenly want to go back..
But I can't, at least not now since the plain is taking off already..
I allowed my tear to fall through since I couldn't hold it anymore
And sooner or later I started sobbing..
My mom was right beside me so she just comforted me as much as she could
I wasn't expecting for myself to breakdown, I thought I could hold it but I guess I just care about her so much...
The next day..
//Yuri POV//
I couldn't sleep properly last night since I was so worried that something might happen to my second family..
I miss them.. it's only been a day but I miss them..
I wonder if I'm gonna get bullied again..
He's not there to protect me anymore..
//Felix POV//
I hate that we had to move to Australia just because of my dad's business
We couldn't even take Yuri with us since she isn't blood related..
I mean isn't she part of our family?
She's been living with us for years yet we still couldn't take her with us..
I hate this feeling of not being with her..
I felt like it wasn't right not being with her..
What if.. what if..
What if she breaks down? Or get depressed again? What if she gets bullied again? What if auntie wouldn't treat her right? What if she forgets about us?
All these thoughts.. I know they aren't good for my mental health but I couldn't stop worrying about her.. my only best friend.. the love of my life..
