21-2-19
//Yuri POV//
It's 10:00pm now.. I just got back home from school
This would now be the highlight of my day..
The time when I could FaceTime Felix..
I felt bad tho cause it's late already but he had to stay up just to talk to me
Minutes later I got the call from Felix
"How'd you been?, did u cry?" Felix asked
"No I didn't why would I? I was happy you left" I said but in reality I was still broken..
We talk about how was Australia like and how I felt with him not being in school anymore of course I said that I was fine and happy but I knew the bullying would start again because they started to mess with me..
We kept in touch everyday then it became every week then every month until one day both of us just got so busy that we didn't call each other anymore..
The times that we FaceTimed each other he kept asking if I was getting bullied
I wanted to tell him but I didn't want him to worry so soon my mask came back again..
I couldn't sleep well anymore and I had anxiety and panic attacks more than usual
Changbin tried to comfort me when he would see me having an attack but I tried to hide it as best as I could
I also told Changbin not to tell Felix because I didn't want him to worry..
Changbin understood my point so he didn't say anything
Auntie was never there for me
She always asked me to do her errands for her and I always had to do all the chores..
What did she do? Well she just laid around the house watching shows and movies in the tv
Again I wanted to tell someone but I couldn't I became the girl who hid everything from everyone, a girl with a mask every time she goes out.. that's what I've become
29-4-19
//Yuri POV//
Months later and it's already 29-4-19 me and Felix completely went out of touch
I miss him but I didn't have the guts to call him
I knew that he had a lot of work to do based on the pictures he's been posting
He's part of a boy group now.. he's in Korea but yet again i was too scared to meet him since I didn't know how he was in Australia
I wonder if he changed..
//Jia POV//
"Hhhheeeyyy Yuri!!!"
"Have u been thinking of that guy again?"
I swear this girl keeps thinking of that guy Felix but it's impossible that she's friends with the Felix that I'm thinking about
Anyways it's already break and Yuri's not even eating.. this is the third time in a row
I'm starting to worry..
She said it was because she wasn't feeling hungry but idk..
It seems like she isn't feeling well..
"Yeah yeah I was" Yuri said
"Why tho?" I said
She replied with "he was my protector"
I was in disbelief because of how she was thinking that way and she kept saying that each time I ask so I blew up and said "but he left you"
//Yuri POV//
I-i didn't know what to do or say.. once Jia said those words "but he left you" memories about him came flooding back..
It was annoying because I already had a headache earlier and that headache came back
Lunch ended and we had to go back to our classes
My headaches are getting worst the more it lasts so I couldn't focus on the lecture
House passed by and it was the last period
I still had that killing headache that I had from earlier
I swear I am dying to go home..
Jia asked me if I could join her to the mall so she could buy some clothes but I had work to attend to so I just declined and said "I'm tired Jia I want to go home.. can I?" and of course she's too caring so she said "alright then go home and rest"
So Jia went home and I had to work..
Welp to the cafe we go..
Work was as usual as it could get people ordering drinks, having meetings then leaving after a few hours
A few hours later I heard an alarm for my next job which was another part time job, this time in a restaurant
Minutes later I've arrived just on time
It's was a fairly simple job, with just me arranging stocks and rearranging products
After my job I went home and of course my aunt was just lounging around
I went strait to my room and locked then took a shower and did my homework then moments after I finished them I fell asleep
