Just for you 💚

Missing you

It's so crazy how you can miss one person so much just because you are unable to talk to them or see them for a while.

When I am not talking to you, i feel lost.
I feel an emptiness that longs for the next time we talk
Nothing can describe how I feel about you.

The only problem is that I don't want it to ever go away.
This feeling of completion.
This feeling of being cared for.
The feeling of happiness

I'm scared that one day, I won't ever be good enough
Or that it will just be ripped away from me.
This is the first time that I really feel this way and I really don't want it to leave.

I fear that I'm not doing good enough for you.
I fear that I'm not worthy of your love
I fear that I cannot be who you need me to be
And it scares me
It scares me thinking of messing up and ruining everything.
I don't know if my heart can handle that.
I love you too much for that too happen.