By than I knew I couldn't let none of my siblings fail just because what we was going through I knew that I had to be the one to be the one to pick things up at a young age I had to be the one to make the sacrifices because I than became the mother of the house. Leaving from the 8th grade to the 9th was so exciting but deep down inside I was still hurting because I knew I would never see my brother again 🤧. Entering high school I was bullied every day but I never had name brand in the 9th I didn't even know what name brand was, and my momma started to treat us like kids all over again with the ugly clothes, the ugly hair due and all I use to be depressed to go to school because I thought I was ugly, the only boy that use to ever give me compliments died so where would I get them from now🤔. By than I started to get real reckless I didn't care what came out my mouth no more, I wouldn't have cared if you was a child a adult or a old ass person I didn't care I got tired of the bullying ‼️ So one day coming home from school I notice that all my step father things where gone (he raised me since I was 9 months) I went to ask my mom what happen and the look in her face was very depressing. It's like she lost her son and not even a full 2 years later her husband up and left us with no warning no nothing he just left. By than I felt like my world was falling apart how can I loose my brother and the only man I know as a father leave us😪. Than my mom started to date a different guy I never cared for him because I wanted nobody but my step father so I use to mug her new boo and curse at him until he left and never came back by than I was going from the 9th to the 10th grade ......................
