So when I get home I go to Briar's room to tell her about the "date" that I had but she didn't have the reaction that I thought she would.
"YOU WHAT?? HE SAID WHAT?? IMMA KILL HIM!!" Briar said in anger
"But I love him.." I whispered
"So what" she says rudely, " u said that u have a crush on me but you never did anything did you?? DID YOU??"
I fall down crying but Briar just gets up and walks to her room.
I can't do this anymore I think I know what to do... I get up and walk over to the knife block and grave a knife and start cutting myself. Briar see what I am doing but does nothing other than starting to cry. As I cut myself I see Briar in the floor crying so I hide my cuts not knowing that she saw them and walk over to her.
"What's wrong....?" I say softly
"Y-you k-know" she stumbles, " you were cutting yourself"
"I did that because I can't deal with this anymore Briar" I say starting to cry, " I was depressed since I was 13 I couldn't help it"
"WELL STOP" (this next part was just my imagination so briar don't think I think of chu dis way) Briar says, "I love you too...." she whispers
I walk back and say, " you little liar. YOU NEVER LOVED ME YOU ONLY LOVED CORY!!" I yell as I am running out the door to get in my car.
