stray kids imagines

im sorry - h. jisung

genre: angst

warnings: death ?

requested: no

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y/n's pov:

01:27 AM, the time you came home. back with tired eyes. i stayed up, waiting for you in the living room. i wanted to ask you what happened but probably as a young producer, you would be tired. as much as i support you, i still worry for you.

you went to our room, pasting out daughter's room, jooyeon, with stomping your feet. i followed behind and we entered our room. you went to bed already as i entered our shared bathroom. i locked it and looked in the mirror. i realized how ugly, pathetic, worthless, and fake i am.

about 30 minutes in the bathroom, i wipe my tears and went to our shared bed. i put my head and hugged you on your chest, slowing getting a memory of how so in love we were. i remember i promise we made and it still haunts me, even though you don't love me anymore.

'if we ever change, don't forget i still have a place for you in my heart. it will never disappear. i, kim y/n, will love han jisung and han jooyeon forever'

'if we do ever change, i will still have a place for you in my heart. i, Han jisung, will never forget you, Kim y/n and Han jooyeon'

but that was all a week ago.

i woke up to nothing beside me on the bed. 'he probably went to get ready' i assume as i hear something in the kitchen. i got ready and saw jisung down stairs, making breakfast. i back hugged him and said 'good morning' and gave a kiss on his back.

jisung smiled half heartily, kinda making me sad and upset. i go upstairs and FaceTime jooyeon as she was at her uncle seungmin's house.

[A/N: seungmin needs to rest i love him. please rest well seung-sO-meanie ❤️❤️🥰]

the FaceTime call ended after 3 hours and it was already 01:27 PM. i bid a goodbye to jooyeon and my brother and thanking him for taking care of jooyeon. i ended the call and i went downstairs to see jisung's phone on the table stand. but there's no sign of a Han Jisung here?

until a text message disrupted me. i went closet to the sound and it was jisung's phone so i went to see it and it hurt me real bad.

"shes nothing to me"

"i love you better"

"youre the girl of my dreams"

"'if we do ever change, i will still have a place for you in my heart. i, Han jisung, will never forget you, kwon heejin'

'h-heejin' i repeat to myself. the girl who once was my best friend. i got out of realization that jisung and heejin came into the house. jisung saw my teared eyes and his eyes soften but his attitude was not having it.

"jisung. why would you do this? i thought you loved me!?"

"im sorry y/n-ah, but i lost interest in you.." jisung said, cold. at this point, heejin left and jisung closed the door and sat down at the couch as y/n was at the dinning table.

"but j-jisung, what about jooyeon? she's your kid bro. she's only 2 years old and you wanna act like this !?"

"it was nice knowing you, Han Peter Jisung."