the day you left - b. chan

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by ivyuns

by ivyuns

genre: angst

warnings: death, attempted suicide, from the kdrama hi bye mama

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you were pregnant with your first child after marrying your best friend and the love of your life, chris bang. it all started when your best friend, yuna took you out to a bar to watch a match for the summer olympics. yuna invited her boyfriend and chris to the match to watch and as they arrived, chris couldnt keep his eyes off of you.

you two had your up and downs, but was eventually made up. all the dates, gifts, and time together was never forgotten. one night, you and chris had a major big fight til you had to slam the front door and go to your parents' house. chris knew better and asked his dad for advice.

he ran to the nearest flower shop, thankful for the shop to be open at such a late time. after buying your favorite flowers, he thank the owner and quickly ran to your parents house. he rang the doorbell's gate and waited. however, you were currently home alone and saw chans face in the camera. you ran out of the house and opened the gate.

"y/n! im sorry. everything made me stressed and i lashed it on you, please forgive me baby." chris said and muttered things under his breathe while on his knees, begging for forgiveness and the flowers in his hands. "hey, who said im still mad at you?'. chris lifted his head up and saw the smile on your face. he stood up and went to hug you, whispering 'i love you' to you.

you were currently 8 months in. it was windy and raining out in seoul and chris was telling you not to go to work with the whole weather and you being pregnant. you insisted and continued packing chris' lunch for work. 5 minutes later, you were out of the door.

walking to work wasnt that bad but did had a strange feeling. you were waiting at a light, waiting for it to turn green. a guy behind you didnt see where he was going, continuing to run. making a car almost hitting him, with you trying to protect your baby, you turned around and felt the car hit you, knocking yourself on the wet, cold concrete floors on seoul.

people on the street immediately call 911, realizing you were pregnant, they tell the ambalance to come quicky. your eyes start closing and all you heard was sirens.

you woke up and heard the doctor tell his co-workers to get chris. chris however was performing surgery on a patient. he made all the doctors and nurses make sure that the doors were locked and nobody could get a hold of him. you held the doctors hand next to you and whispered, "save my baby. please save my baby first" and you started to see black again.

the doctors did their best to save your life after saving your baby girl first. your heart couldnt handle and started dying on you. just as chris gets the news of his wife in the emergency room, he runs. chris gets to your room and hears the heart monitor beep with a flat line. he doesnt believe his ears and starts making a run to your bed. "y/n! wake up! please!" he starts shaking your body.

all the attempts of waking you up, its no use. hes now back in reality. his one and only, his sunshine, his best friend is no longer by his side. he cried and cried on the way home while memories were flooded of you and him together.

2 days has passed and chris was still devastated. he missed your warmth, embrace, kisses, and just you. it was now empty in the house you two dreamed of having. a future with each other. now it was all drained away.

chris hesitantly looked at whats in front of him; a rope thats tied to the ceiling. his eyes puffy and red. he put his head through the loop, telling himself to just do it. but he heard something else.

'chris, please dont do this'

he knew. he knew it was you. he quickly got out of the loop and went on his knees. sobbing and screaming your name.

3 years later.

"hi mommy", a soft voice was heard. the little girl waved at her moms gravestone. "i wish i met you mommy. daddy told me that you were very beautiful and wise, and now he says i look like you mommy!'

chris stood next to his daughter, tears streaming down his face. "i miss you y/n. we all do. its hard living without you by our side." more tears started to fall from chris eyes. he bites his lips to not let out a sob.

"i-i really miss you. why did you have to leave so early"

his daughter comes sitting down on his lap to wipe away his tears, just what you used to do. oh he just wishes that you didnt get into that stupid car accident. wishes that you were here with him and his daughter. both watching her grow up.

chris places the flowers, the exact flowers when he asked you out, on your gravestone. looking at your pictures, he knows you were looking down, watching him and your daughter as their guardian angel. chris says one last goodbye for the day as the little girl waves goodbye with a sad face. chris picks up the little one and kisses her cheeks. "we'll get through this", chris says sadly after leaving your gravestone.

'ill be here, christopher. ill be looking down and protecting you two. ill always be here my love'