Love or hate?

Happy until omg .....

Hello I'm Charlie and I'm 14 years old, I'm dating this amazing boy called josh he's in a group with his twin brother Kyle! There called the brooks....

I've now been with josh for 1 year and 2 weeks... Long time I know but I love him millions! My best friend is called Robyn devries she's leo devries sister. You know that group bars and meoldy? Yeah it's him.

Anyway we all hang round with each other, also Charlie lenehan the other part of bars and melody it's awkward since we are both called Charlie but we get used to it.

It was Friday night we were all having a movie night in. We was all on the settes, I was cuddled into josh , by this time we had watched to movies, josh pulled me up stairs , through me on the bed and got on top of me he started kissing me then lifting my top up. I grabbed his hand

Charlie: josh you know I'm not ready yet....

Josh: why we have been together for ages

He continues to push him self on me and I push back

Charlie : josh no!

Josh: fine chill out

Grrr he really annoys me some time I get up and walk down stairs to make some hot chocolate, once I come back into the living room I notice Robyn is gone? Sit for 5 then go up stairs I hear someone but I couldn't make out what it was, I pushed Josh's door open to see ..... OMG!!

Charlie: JOSHH!!!

The tears streaming down my face, they were having sex! I thought he loved me!! I dropped the glass and it smashed at this time Charlie (boy) Leo and Kyle ran up stairs and saw josh climbing out the bed and putting some pants on, I run away out the door I hear josh shouting my name but I kept running until I get lost in the middle of no where ...