But I love him

Dead.

"I have to go!" He yelled with a laugh. I was holding on to his wrist. He had to go to his work. "But babe!!!" I let go of his wrist. "I will be back in 6 hours. I promise." He said with a grin. I nodded. "I love you." He said. "I love you too." I smiled. He kissed me and left. I went back to my laptop. I went to a online school. I was in theatre. I want to be a actress. Not in musical just plays. I don't dance. I looked at the time it was 1 pm. I went to the kitchen and got a strawberry pop tart. I went to Netflix and put on gossip girl. I went to my laptop and started my homework.

6 hours later

Micheal should be home soon. I finished my homework for this week. I did that so I could spend more time with Micheal. I grabbed my phone. Usually Micheal would tell me when he's on his way home. Nothing. Maybe he was staying late.

2 hours later

It's was 8 pm. He was post to be home 3 hours ago. He would tell me if he was working late. I called him. Start to voicemail. I started getting worried. I grabbed my keys and drives to his work. I went in side and asked his friend if he was still here. "He left 3 hours ago." He told me. Where was he? I thanked him. Maybe we went to the bar for a drink and forgot to tell me. The bar was kinda far from his work. On the way to the bar there was a lot if traffic. It was the traffic that you stayed in the same place for an hour. Finally it got better. There was an accident. It looked pretty bad. The car was flipped over and it looked like there was a fire. I saw all the police and fire tricks and ambulances. Then I saw the car. It looked just liked Micheals. It couldn't have been his. If it was his the left front door would be covered in scratches from the dog. I saw the door there were a lot of scratches. I pulled over. I had to make sure it wasn't Micheal. I started getting scared. The police came over to my car. "What are you doing?" "I have to make sure that's not my husbands car!" I yelled. I was scared. There were tears in my eyes. Just the thought of Micheal being hurt killed me. The polices asked for who we thought he was. I told him Micheal Robison. He went to the other cop. I got out the car and looked at the car. Who ever was in that car must have been very hurt or even dead. Dead. What if that's Micheal's car? I stopped thinking about it. The cop came over to me and looked at me with sadness. " The persons name who was in the car was Micheal Robbinson." My heart stopped. No it can't be true. No. No! "No it can't be!! " I cried! The police took my hand. "They went to the hospital. We can take you there." I nodded. Tears where falling down my check. I couldn't breathe. I screamed. The police looked at me in worry. I couldn't help it. It just came out. I sat down in the police car. My hands were in my hair. I couldn't think of anything just Micheal. I loved him. The police drove fast. I was moveing every where. I didn't know if this was real life or just a night mare. We got the hospital. I ran inside and asked where he was. Room 9. I spirted to the room crying. It was hard to see with all the tears. I got to the room. There he was. Hurt. Badly hurt. I cried harder. It was him. My fiancé. I grabbed his hand a sank to the ground. "Honey?" I heard some one say. It was weak. I looked up. Micheal was there Smileing. I was in shock. " I love you!" I yelled. "Don't ever leave me." I whispered. He looked me in the eyes. " I'll never leave you, I will always be there to help you. You have to trust me. Okay? " He said. He sounded weak. But strong. He was telling me he was going to die. "No!" "NO!" I sreamed. "I love you." He said. Weak. I heard his heart beat go slower. Beep.........................beep............................. Beeeeeeeeeeeep. "HELP!" I yelled. His heart beat was gone. "Help!" I screamed. Tears where running down my face. The nurse ran in and told me to leave. No. The pushed me out. The door closed. I tryied to open it but I couldn't. "No!" I banged on the door. "DONT LET HIM DIE! I LOVE YOU MICHEAL! YOU SAID YOU WOULD ALWAYS BE THERE FOR ME!" I yelled. " ALWAYS!" I banged harder. I screamed at the top of my lungs. I sank to the ground. Crying. Screaming. I was going insane. I just sat there crying and whispering. " I love you, always." Over and over again. The nurse came out with tears down her face. I stood up. I tried to go inside but she stopped me. "He's gone." I looked at her. "He will always be there for you in your heart." She told me. She walked away. I walked in side. There he was. No life in him. Nothing. Just a body. Not even his soul was still there. I closed my eyes. I thought of all the good times. I smiled. I knew he would want me to be happy. He was gone. I looked at my ring. I will never love someone again. I don't want to feel like this again. But now what? I don't want to go home. I don't want to sleep in the bed. He bed that we shared. I didn't want to go in the house we lived in togther. He lied to me. He said forever. But where is he now. Nowhere. He's gone. And I'm gone.