Night Thoughts

Shit Thoughts

Know? When I think, and lately I think a lot, I get silly, cold, stupid, ignorant, bored, and many more things..

Sometimes I think I'm not worth it...

Why?, you would think, then, because, I can be the most tender and loving person of all, but when I think of something I don't like.. I can become an amazing shit.

As now, I feel very bad, because again, I treated badly who should not, or wanted.. It's heartbreaking to see her go to sleep like that. I want to cry. And it would be the first time in years I cried for someone..

She deserves the whole world, and she chose me, no matter how much she tells me thank you for everything you've done for me, you can't dimension how much, much, that helps me just being there..

In short, tonight, my friends, it will be a night in which I may start to cry, and in which possibly I may come to hate myself for being me.