Night Thoughts

Why do I feel bad when I leave?

Seriously, the people I care about.. She's a very important one. I think that's why I care so much when he goes.. I want him to sleep well, I want him to have a good night. And I want you to be with me.

This last point is really the most problematic, considering that I will NEVER force you to stay, no, I don't want to, no, I don't want to go through that again, I wouldn't be myself.. The one who makes her suffer.. I'd end up suffering a lot more than she did. The.. People I care about at that point.

But what else can I do besides saying "Good night"?

And of course, I love you..