It's gone up again. I can't keep gaining it's not okay.
Yeah you're a fat disgusting pig. I hear the voices say. Maybe their right maybe I am disgusting, I already know I'm fat. I don't need reminding. I step off the scale and look at myself in my full length mirror and sighed. "Y/N come on you have to get ready for school" I heard my mother say. "Coming!!" I rushed down the stairs my mom had food waiting for me. "Here hurry eat up" she told me. "No she doesn't eat up she can skip a meal or two" my father snapped. At one point my father loved me, well maybe cause he thought I was a boy until I hit puberty. "Stop treating her like that's not your daughter!" My mom yelled. "No her big ass needs to lose a few pounds bad enough she was born a freak" he shouted.
I just walked out the house and down the street. "Hey Y/NN are you ok?" My best friend Camila asked. It's our senior year our other friend Dinah was eating her bag of hot Cheetos. "You want some Y/NN?" I shook my head. "I gained some more weight you guys" I mumbled. "It'll come off Y/NN" Mila tried to encourage me. "It won't everyone that we knew that was my size has slimed up already but me no I'm gaining every fucking pound they lost" "Well at least you can say you're a thick one with a big dick" Dinah said trying to lighten the mood. "Dinah!!!" Camila whined. "Yeah, I can be big down there but not everywhere else"
We finally made it to school. As I walked in everyone that was popular started to act like the ground was shaking as I walked by. "Guys hold on to something Fatass freak is coming through" Kylie teased. I looked down not saying anything. "Leave her alone you toothpick before I give you a poly beat down" Dinah threatened. "Ooo, I'm so scared" she mocked. Dinah cocked her fist back but Mila stopped her. "Come on babe she's not worth it" "that's right listen to your girlfriend before your gay ass get suspended" oh did I mention my two best friends are a couple Caminah. I walked off to my first period and sat in the back. The desk was covered in rude comments about me. So yeah no one sat here but me. Caminah only had one class with me and that was Trigonometry.
The day went on as usual me getting picked on and teased and people stealing my lunch telling me it's a diet plan call keep away from Y/N. The final bell rung and I rushed out of class and began my walk home. Honestly don't want to be there either. "Y/n that's you?" "Yeah it's me dad" "Hurry and bring your fatass in here" he yelled. I guess my mom was at work. Usually I could avoid these talks due to me having work after school but I was off today.
"I thought of something and you're not going to let my money go to waste you fat fuck!" "What are you talking about?" I asked lost and confused. "I hired two fine ass personal Trainers for you their a duo team, so your fat ass can lose that weight" he snapped. I just kept my head down. "You have a consultation with them in an hour so put that shit down and go it takes forty five minutes to get there so hurry up" so I put my stuff in my room and met him at the car.
Gym
We pulled up in the gym parking lot on the outside of the building huge pictures of two beautiful women. "Let's go fatass" I can't say anything last time I did he slapped the taste out my mouth literally. We walked in and I felt a little more comfortable because there was people my size being trained and encouraged. "Welcome to the Encourage Gym how can I help you" "Yes, I set up an appointment with I think Lauren and Normani" my dad said trying to be polite.
"Oh you're their three-thirty sit right there they'll be out in a second.We waited a few minutes and I saw two sets of legs in front of me. "Beautiful people shouldn't look down they might miss something" the raspy voice spoke. My dick twitched at the sound. I looked up and my breath caught in my throat. "Hey I'm Her dad Y/DN and I'm trying to get her help in losing weight and keeping it off" I hated when he acted as if he cared. "That's no problem, Hey cutie I'm Normani and this is Lauren" The chocolate beauty said. "H-H-Hi" I stuttered. Smooth Y/NN real smooth. "Do you mind standing for me" Lauren asked. I stood and her and Normani studied my body. Out the corner of my eye I saw my dad eyeing the two beauties before me. "Damn" he mumbled. I shook my head.
"When would you like to start?" "Y/N? Whenever is ok with you two?" "She can start now the sooner the better" my dad spoke up. I just held my head down. "I guess today" I mumbled. "How about we go get changed and we get you weighed in and we talk about a workout plan and meal plan" Normani told me. "I didn't bring any clothes to work out in" "we actually issue you a set of workout clothes" I saw the smirk on my dad's face. "Do you ladies have a bathroom for those born different?" My dad asked. My jaw dropped and the tears brimmed my eyes as I knew he was going to express that I was a freak to them. "What is that suppose to mean Mr.Y/LN" Lauren snarled. "Oh nothing I'm not sure if you want someone like this child here in the same locker room"
"Dad Stop please" "shut up, I'm just trying to make sure they don't found out that you're a freak" he snapped a little too loud. I walked out the building as fast as I could. "Y/N!! Sweetie wait!" I started to run but you know out of shape I didn't get far. "Hey! Hey Y/N calm down breath for me" I heard Normani's voice. Instead of listening I started freaking out and that turned into panic which then turned into hyperventilating that turned to everything turning black around me.
Hello! This is a sneak peek of something new I thought it would be a one shot but the ideas in my head said nah bish whole story that bit. So I hope you like it and please don't talk about anyone that is over weight or maybe slightly bigger than you because that indeed cause some mental health issues. Take it from me my weight has never been consistent always up and down. I always got that saying "oh your cute for a big stud" or "your cute to be chubby" so I wouldn't eat all day just small stuff like granola bars and water and juice but nothing I was starving myself to try and be attractive to women I found attractive. But now I'm just trying to get healthy for me not no one else but me. I will have some slip ups but this book is low key (<—————see what I did there lol) kind of me expect I don't have two fine ass personal trainers helping me and encouraging me that I can do it and that I can get to my ideal weight. But I hope you like this story anyway because I wanted it to be different it may drag for a few chapters there maybe bulling and other triggers that may cause someone to have flashbacks or relapse.
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