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Chapter Five
°Teal's POV°
I can't believe it. My fucking brother is Calum Hood. Like what the actual hell mom?! Wait...that means he knows Michael. I sit on the beach pondering over how in just thirty minutes my life has gone from, bad to worse. I have fangirled over my own brother. That's messed up. I am in love with my brothers best friend...and my best friend is in love with my brother. Oh poor Karlie I can't help but think about how she's dealing with this. Calum can't find out about me liking Michael...Tyler can't find out where I am. I can only hope he never finds me. Maybe i can start over. But I highly doubt that, with my past it will always be my future again. I can only hope i stay sane enough. "Hi...Teal.." i hear Calum walk up to me "Oh hi Calum..uh its really nice to meet you. I'm a huge fan actually." I look over at him seeing him smile. "Oh ya? You like us?" I nod "Ya Sarah, Karlie, and i have been fans since the beginning." Calum laughs. "You know Teal. You aren't as bad as I thought you were. What happened with you and dad??" I frown "Uh oh...ya uh. I don't trust well. I've had an iffy past." Calum scoots closer to me. "Teal you can tell me. I won't tell anyone. I'm here for you. I am your brother even though I haven't known you for long i feel protective of you." I sigh and look at him. "Its a very long story." Cal laughs "Well sis I have plenty of time." I take a deep breath and start telling my story. "So about three years ago I was having a hard time in school..I was being bullied, i wasn't skinny. I wasn't as smart as the other kids. So I was bullied. I couldn't really handle it so i started burning myself. I did it with an eraser from a pencil so i could be able to do it during school without people noticing. Ya i did that from like eighth grade till about freshman year. Then freshman year, i started cutting. I seriously broke shavers to get the razors out. I got addicted to it, it was my only vice. Then it got worse. I met this guy his name is Tyler. I thought he was perfect. He had gorgeous brown hair, beautiful hazel eyes. I thought we were going to be together for awhile, until i couldn't handle everything anymore. He wanted way more then what i was going to give. He was pressuring me into a lot of things. So i thought the only way to handle things was to kill myself. I was still being bullied. So one night i gave up. I took a shit load of my depression pills. And i don't really remember anything after that, until after i woke up in the hospital two days later. I woke up to see my cousin Sadie and Tyler fucking classy right? It wrecked me. I started screaming at them to get out. That basically wrecked me for everything. Sadie turned into a huge whore, because Tyler didn't want her anymore. Tyler swore he was going to get revenge on me leaving him. I don't know if he's actually going to do it or if he was just saying that but then this year, i just gave up. I didn't care about anything. I got into fights constantly. Seriously yesterday i punched Sadie in the face nine times. But not all is bad in my life i mean, there is this guy...he has turned my life around. But i know he and i can't be together, because he probably doesn't even know i exist. Well that's it basically. Do you think i deserved it? Or is the just me?" I look at Calum to see him staring at me with tears in his eyes. "Teal. I am so sorry. Why didn't you talk to me or dad?" I laugh. "I didn't know about you. And dad? Mom told me he left us...so ya.." "GUYS DINNERS DONE!!" Sarah screams at us from the house. Calum stands up and grabs my hand "Leggo!!" He screams running towards the house. I giggle following him. "Hey mom. What's for dinner?" Mom turns around and kisses my forehead. "Well were having chicken." I sigh. "Okay." I hear Sarah scream, i run towards her "SAR WHAT IS IT?!" I see everyone laughing at me. "Nothing we just knew it would get your attention." I glare at them. "That is so not right! You guys know how scared i get!" "Well Teal I want you to meet the guys." I look up to see Luke Hemmings in front of me. "Hi. Uh I'm Luke. You must be Teal?" I laugh "Uh ya..that's me...hi?" I say awkwardly. Then Ashton comes and hugs me. "Hey! I'm Ashton but you can call me whenever." He sets me down while winking. I blush. "Hi Ashton. I'm Teal." I see all the boys smiling and i hear, "Hey Cal. Which one is your sister?" I turn around to see The Michael Clifford in front of me. "Hey I'm Michael."
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FanfictionTeal is a depressed teen who has only found her will to live through music. If only she found that a year earlier before trying to kill herself. Teal's world has turned upside down since then. Being the laughing stock of school losing most of her fr...