<3 She Looks So Perfect <3

Chapter Six

<3 She Looks So Perfect <3

Chapter Six

~Recap~

·"Well Teal, I want you to meet the guys." I look up to see Luke Hemmings in front of me. "Hey, uh I'm Luke. You must be Teal?" I laugh. "Uh ya that's me. Hi" i say awkwardly. Then Ashton hugs me. "Hey! I'm Ashton but you can't call me whenever." He sets me down winking. I blush. "Hi Ashton. I'm Teal." I see all the guys smiling and i hear "Hey Cal. Which one is you sister? I turn around to see THE Michael Clifford in front of me. "Hey I'm Michael."·

°Teal's POV°

I stare at him, and I mean literally just stare. I can't believe my own eyes. Michael. I start breathing heavy. I look over at Sarah and Karlie hoping for help. Sarah gets the idea, "Uh excuse us for a minute. Teal is having a uh asma attack." She quickly drags me out of the room room, onto the proch. "Teal, what was that? Are you okay?" I steady my breathing' "Sar i honestly have no clue. I mean i was perfectly fine with Luke, Calum, and Ashton...but with Michael. It was like. I can't explain." Sarah smiles, "Teal, you love him. Duh. It was love at first sight." I giggle at the thought. "Sarah...the last time I "loved" someone...look where that got me. I will admit. I am scared to love again. He broke my heart. You saw how i was after that...i never want to feel that kind of pain again...plus Calum can never know. None of the boys can...i don't ever want to come in the way of their friendship." I take a deep breath looking at Sarah to see her looking behind me. "Teal. Next time you want to keep something between you and your friend remember..lock the door." I hear Ashton say, i quickly stand up. "Ashton, please i beg of you. Please don't tell the others. Please..." i start tearing up. "Please Ash..." I am pulled into a hug, "Teal, i would never do that to you. It can be our little secret, okay?" I pull out of the hug, wiping away tears. "Yeah, I'm really sorry. I'm over emotional." Ashton and Sarah both laugh. "Come on lets go back inside before they get suspicious." Says Ash. We walk back inside to see everyone looking at us. "Hey Teal, are you okay? That scared us." I smiled at them. "Ya I'm fine. Ash and Sarah helped a lot." I look over at Michael seeing him already looking at me. I walk over. "Hi Michael. I'm Teal sorry about earlier." He smiles that breath taking smile "Its alright Teal. I'm happy you're okay." Everyone looks at us strangly, "Well you guys know what I mean no one wants anything to happen to Cal's little sister." I slight frown. I quickly cover it with a fake smile. "Ya totally." I go sit by Ash, he quickly wraps his arm around my shoulder and whispers in my ear, "Teal, its going to be okay. I know how much it hurts. But just know I'm here for you and yoh are my Tealiebear now!" He tickles my side making me squeel. "Ash!! Stop!! That tickles!!" Ash stops when Calum clears his throat, "Is there something you two would like to tell us?" Ash and I share a look. I grab Ashtons hand and give him the "look". "Well, Ash and I are dating! We just have that spark." Ash kisses my cheek, "YOU ARE WHAT?!" Michael and Calum yell at the same time. Ash and I burst out laughing. "You shouldve seen your guys faces!!" Ash and I roll around on the floor laughing so hard we have tears running down our faces. "Teal that's not funny. Ash is one of my best friends, you can't date him." I instantly stop laughing. Sarah gasps, Karlie looks like she's about to cry. "You know what Calum. I don't want to date Ash or Luke or Michael. So you don't have to tell me what to do." I look over at Ashton to see a sad look on his face, i quickly turn around and run upstairs, i slam my "bedroom" door shut locking it "Teal come on let us in dont lock us out..not again." quietly "just go away guys..i need some time alone to think." I hear Karlie sigh angerly "Teal we all know what your thinking consist of so, LET US IN!!" She kicks on my door over and over. "KARLIE! just let her be..there's nothing we can do. If she wants to be alone then let her be alone." Sarah says, i hear their footsteps retreat. I sod and sit on my floor crying. I look over at my makeup bag, i crawl over to it dumping the content onto my floor. I quickly scatter everything. Looking for the one that could make me feel better. I see the shine of my razor blade i grab it. I stare at it for a minute thinking if i should do it. "Just do it Teal. It doesn't matter." I slowly take the blade to my wrist and cut four cuts into my wrist. I sigh in contentment. "TEAL! COME DOWN FOR DINNER!" I sigh, i stand up from the floor walking into my bathroom wiping my arm, since they're dried. I laugh at my cuts. I walk back into my bedroom unlocking my door I slowly maje my way down the stairs. I walk into the dining room seeing everyone seated, the only open seat is by Michael. "Hey hunny. Ready to eat?" I slightly wave, i hear gasps from everyone. "Teal. What is that?" My mom quickly gets up walking over grabbing my arm, "Teal..i thought you were doing better? Baby you shouldve talked to me." I yank my arm back. "Its whate er mom. Don't worry about iy. I'm fine!" I stalk over to the table and hide my arms under the table, i look up at Karlie and Sarah. Sarah is about in tears. Karlie on the other hand looks pissed. "What?" I mouth to them. They both mouth "You know what!" I roll my eyes putting some potatoes on my plate. "Teal you should eat more.." says Richard. "I'm not very hungry, but thank you though." I pick at my food. "Mom may i be excuse?" She just nods i glance over at Calum seeing him staring at my arm. I walk up stairs leaving my door open i lay on my bed running my fingers over my cuts, wincing ever so slightly. "Teal, why'd you do it?" I hear Ashton Ashton ask, "Its a long story Ash." He sits next to me. "I noticed the scars before, but they looked old." I look over at him "the last scars are only a week old." He lays next to me pulling me into his arms. "Teal i just want you to know. I am here for you no matter what." I look up at him with tears running down my cheeks. He kisses them away, stroking my hair as he sings me to sleep.

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