Him and Her

She hurts

I'm sitting in this chair, with a room full of people, I can't look at her now, someone might see. I don't want anyone knowing I think she's the most beautiful girl I've ever seen.

Her hair is like liquid gold, it comes to the bottom of her back and she's let it grow out so it seems ombré, but it still shines and flows down her back like a waterfall glistening in the sunlight.

Her eyes, although I haven't seen them up close, are a piercing shade of green and her long eyelashes compliment them. Her lips are small in length but big in width, with the immaculate pigment of pink. Her nose isn't her best feature as it's bigger than all her other features but it's not big enough to put anyone off.

She has the body of a goddess, I'd say she's about a size 12, 5 foot 6 and her breasts are the best size for me. Her bum isn't too big, or too small, it seems quite perky in the leggings she was wearing the other day.

I want to observe her, but I can't, my boys will know something is up. She looks so nice today with her really natural make up and clothes that fit her perfectly. She's wearing skinny black jeans which show off her thick thighs and peachy bum, with a white quilted top and all black high top converses. The things I'd do if we were alone...

I've rolled the joint and it's getting passed round. I just want to look at her. She's going to taste my lips on the roach, but she will also taste five others. Oh, Matty's smoking now that must mean she's already took a few drags on it. Just look at her!

Oh. She wasn't looking at me, she was looking at her phone smiling. She's in love with someone else. Hmm. I'm not going to bother then. Maybe I will, maybe it was just one of her friends texting her a joke, like a lady friend. I'm praying it wasn't a boy, I don't want to compete for her, I just want her.