Lovers Quarrel (Darry AU)

Going Home

Harry POV-
"Hello, Harry. I'm Sirius Black. Your godfather."

He just stands there; frozen in time. Not moving. Just taking in what he is seeing. Just taking in me. I do the same. But, I eventually look away. Still feeling his eyes burning into me.

He looks at me longer than he should have and I start to get uncomfortable. I just wanted out of his judging glaze.

"Harry?" he questions, as I try to get out of my bed.

"Let's go for a walk." I speak up

He just looks at me. Like I said something wrong. An expression that I can't quite read passes over his face. Then he smiles. Like truly smiles and starts walking towards the door, placing the flowers on my bedside table.

As we walk around the hospital I can't help but feel a little uncomfortable. There was a silence between us. And, it was full of questions. My legs begin to hurt a little as we walk but, its nothing I can't sustain.

"Harry?" Sirius asked as we turned a corner. "I'm sorry. I didn't know that they hurt you. They told me that you didn't want to see me. They t..."

I cut him off "Wait, they told you I didn't want to see you?" I didn't understand. Why would they want me to stay with them? I had a place. If they hated me so much wouldn't they have sent me to him a while ago? "No" I say " I dont belive you," I felt kinda silly saying it though. But, I knew it had to be said.

"Harry if I would have known I would never have let you live with them. You have to believe me," he stated. Trying to calm me down, he stopped to look at me. But, I just keep walking. It just didn't make sense. Nothing makes sense.

"Harry," he yells from behind me "Look at me. Please." I couldn't look at anyone right now. Especially not him. But I stopped walking. Putting my back to him.

"You could have fought for me. You could have stopped them from hurting me. You could have done something." I yell, deciding now to face him. His eyes have water in them, like they did when I saw him for the first time.

"Harry, I didn't know! I'm so sorry. I should have fought. I should have fought for you and your parents. I'm so sorry." He yells back breaking into a full sob. I just stood there. I didn't know what to do or to say.

I should have fought for you and your parents.

So, he knew my parents? Maybe he was the key to all my answers. I decided then I was done playing the victim. I needed to speak up. I needed to end this fight or, he may leave me for good.

"Sirius" I state, sounding a little braver than I actually feel. He looks up at me, water running down his face.  "Look, I don't know you and you don't know me. But, we need to get past this 'oh shit you exist. I'm so sorry' thing that we have going on here."

He looks at me, I half expected him to reprehend me for cursing but, he just looks at me with a grin blossoming onto his face. "Your right. I know your right. But," he breaths "we do need to talk about it. Maybe not now but at some point."

I know he is right but, that's just something I want to avoid. Something I want to push till tomorrow. I let my face raise into a grin. "okay, but only on one condition. You get me a Subway sandwich from downstairs." I laugh "the doctors are really trying to kill me with all that "Healthy" food."

Sirius lets out a laugh. "okay, but don't think I'm going to let you get one without me." He starts to walk towards me. I just laugh, loving how I felt. Loving the way that I can laugh so easialy. We just start walking in the direction of the elevators, enjoying the new company of each other.