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She is drained, tired and deprived. The real life drama never failed makes her worn out. She is beating by the reality human form who full of despicable, greedy, jealousy and hatred. She hate that, hating how she need facing this all over again.
Life absolutely a war, we were survivor trying to life but somehow there's a time you will tired with that all these things and want to surrender. But we were matured by the damage not with years.
'Keep breathing and move forward. Life fullest.'
That's her mantra to makes her move forward, this is her life anyway. So, she will responsible on it.
Today is just another bad day. She got her own way to get rid that negative day. She's choose doing something new. Alone. Out of normal her.
She is going to club!!
She is not clubbing kind of girl. She is not fond the environment, sound, smell of that place. It's suffocated her instantly.
Ironically, she is there. Standing in the middle of chaos. Staring the people busying with their own business. In the dim light, you will never sure who is who but it's makes much better because no one will judging you whatever you will done there. They are just brush you off like you not there.
She is walking to bar, finding the empty stool to secure herself. The loud music blaring loud in every corner makes her softly moving her body timidly feeling the music. She is a awkward dancer but small moves not required much skill though.
"Hello miss, what do you want for tonight?"
"Hello, hi...just give me beer, please."
The cute bartender smiling sweetly to her. He is so young, maybe just finished his high school. She is curious about how he ending up be a bartender with that cute face but it's inappropriate though randomly asking that, so she is keeping her curiosity alone.
"Here we go, miss...do you want ordering some meal?"
He is pushing a bottle of beer and plate of assorted of peanuts.
"No, thanks but maybe later...umm, Lei..." She gives him her sweetest smile, reading his name tag secured on his right shirt.
"Enjoy your night, miss..if you want adding anything just call me.." He is smile again, there's a small dimple on left cheek and he is walk away to serve another customer.
She is grabbing her beer bottle, sipping it slowly, turning her stool to get better looks of the dance floor full of people wriggling with weird moves enjoying the music. They are looks contented though with that tired activity. She is smiling unconsciously.
They are laughing, singing, dancing and closing their eyes enjoying their moment. Loosen themself, freeing from anything, pleasuring their mind. Everybody got their own way though.
