As the Story Unfolds

Cant take it back

"Can I kiss you?" he asked shyly. "Of course." I blush but look him in the eyes trying to figure out if he was a genuine guy.  If he really was worth all this trouble I was putting myself into. With him sitting there looking like a bad boy with two tattoos but also looking so innocent I seen something and the answer right then was yes its worth a try. "Right now?" "Sure" I laughed at his adorable sudden shyness. "As in right now" he said pointing at the ground to emphasize his question. "Yes." I say laughing. At this moment he was standing. He looked nervous as hell so I gathered my courage, stood up put my hands on both sides of his face and met his lips with mine. The kiss was sweet and gentle. His cologne made its way to my senses and he smelled really good. Soon I pulled away and smiled at him then I sat on the couch beside him and started to shuffle the cards. Then I evenly split the poker chips in two. Which took forever. When I finished he looks at me with a wicked smirk and then goes "I don't want to play poker." Knocking down some of the chips in the process.  I dramatically gasp and reply,"You could have said that before I spent all that time splitting them up." I say playfully. He laughs and says "I'm going to kiss you now." Seeing the hesitation I lean towards him and he does the same. Our lips meet and my hand goes to his face reaching up to run my fingers through his hair. He hand his hands on my waste and as the kiss got heated I lyed down bringing him with me so that he was on top of me never breaking the kiss. Our lips moving in perfect sync heated but not in the least bit sloppy. His hand started to gently roam my body, started from carresing my waste moving to my thigh drawing up my bare legs so they were tight around his body. As we kissed he used his free hand to move my hair behind my ear and off my shoulder then carresed my cheek with his thumb.  He separated his lips from mine only to trail them down pat my chin to my neck. When he reach the crook of my neck I let a moan escape my lips. He trailed his lips back up to my mouth tangling one hand in my soft curls the other making its way up my leg to my shorts, eventually playing teasingly with the hem and then almost slipping in them. Putting my hand on his I stop him from going further. "Whats wrong?" he asked. "Nothing its just technically I'm still with Damion and we just started dating. I don't want to go to far." Oh but I wanted to. I wasn't just infatuated with him, there was a sexual attraction there to, but until I completely broke it off with Damion I wasn't sleeping with anyone in anyway. I still care about him and don't want to hurt him and although technically, yes, I am cheating I'm not doing anything besides kissing thats physical. Kissing another guy is in no way right but its not as bad as oral or intercourse.  Seeing the guilty and shameful expression I was wearing he took his hand from my shorts and put it on my face caressingly and gently "Hey, its not cheating technically." he says seemingly reading my mind. "Your breaking up with him so basically y'all aren't even together anymore." Even he knew that what he just said was completely wrong but knowing that he would say something utterly stupid just to make me feel better warmed my heart. The next four days I would put my cutest short outfits in the day time and made sure my hair always smelled really good then at night I would try to hwy ahold of Damion with no luck. Not to mention Abel never showed. Eventually I gave up when on the fifth day I had just got out the shower when I heard a knock on the door. Briefly putting on my clothes I combed my fingers through my bangs and naturally scrunched my hair then went to the door annoyed at being rushed. Looking out I seen it was Phabion. I opened the door and plastered on a fake smile. "Yes?" "Is Krishna here?" He said anxiety on his face. Seeing this was serious my brow creased with worry. "No what is it?" "Have you seen Abel? We was supposed to meet Friday but he never came. I looked for him but I can't find him." Worry etched all over his face I sympathized. "No I haven't seen him since Friday. Did you go to his house?" "Yea Christina said he left and wasn't aloud to come back except to get his things. I haven't seen him and she says he hasn't came back." "Come on in and get something to drink. Its too hot and you mist be tired."