Truth

Forgiveness

I was home alone, my mom was in the hospital getting a checkup and my dad was at work. I heard the door knock and then I went to open it. When I opened it, it was Ray. I rolled my eyes and he walked in. He grab me by my waist and kiss me. "What are you doing?" Get off of me! Baby can we please talk. I cant sleep i cant eat i cant even focus on school, all i keep thinking if is you. I smiled and he said see i knew it you weren't mad at me. I said " you must be crazy to think I'll let you off". He said please like 10 times and i said ok i forgive you. This time it was me who went to him. I took Ray by the arm and kissed him. He was like but baby? I said shhsh..... Next thing i knew my parents walked in on us. "Wow what is going on here?"my mom said with a smile on her face. They hurried up and went up stairs.I got up and told Ray bye and he left. For the rest of the night i was blushing.

My new phone rang in my hands. It was Jordan, he asked if he could come over. I told him sure. When Jordan came over, I told him the exciting news. He didn't seem to happy for me. "Why aren't you happy for me!" I said with a demanding attitude. "Tashia why are you so self centered, I've been your best friend since kindergarten, I've helped you on your homework, I've slept over, I've been there for you when no one has. Why don't you like me?" Am i ugly to you" do you not like me cause i don't play football? I'll join for you if thats what you like" why do keep doing this to me? I really like you. It's been so hard telling you this. You keep being mean to me and then you call me your best friend. I'm not a puppet Tashia. You cant play with my feelings when ever you want to!" I was in complete shock, I've never seen Jordan get so angry. " Jordan, your best friend and i cant do that, your like a brother to me I'm sorry." He slam the door and left. Now I do not have a best friend oh great. I don't really care though, my boyfriend would just have to be my bet friend.

"Tashia"! Omg I'm going into labor my mother said, I ran up to her and i called my dad. Daddy, its time. He rushed home, and brought my mom to the hospital. In less then 18 hours my beautiful little sister was born i got to name her, her name was Amber Faith Brown. She was so tiny and had my eyes. My grandparents came to the hospital and congrats us. Ray surprise me and said i couldn't miss this. I gave him a kiss and he said he cant wait until we have one. I smiled and said me too. September 7 she was born. A beautiful little girl came into my life.

When my mom got home from the hospital in a couple of days she would not let me sit. It was Tashia i need this,Tashia can you watch the baby while i go to the store. Tashia this Tashia that! Ugh, but that was my little sister and I would do anything for her.

Ray came by my house and he held amber, he told me, i just can't wait until we have ours, I told him while touching him, I've been thinking why wait when I'm old enough for one. Tashia are you serious? Ray said . Of course i said , before I knew it. This was Rays 3 time touching me in the past two weeks , i felt special though, when the baby started to cry we stopped. We got dressed and he left before my peoples came. They wouldn't care, it's just that Ray don't want the same situation to happen again like last time. I was home alone with amber.