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text message conversation
blake & flora
december 3, 2018

blake
she's one of my exes.

reece invited her, we've been on good terms recently.

she texted me a month ago and wanted to be friends

of course, i was nervous but i said yes

i don't know what i was thinking, flora

i was drunk off my ass and i was going to have you come by anyways, the boys had been asking how you've been
read by flower 🌷 at 9:34 pm

flower🌷
blake don't even try to make it better

you've done what you've done. you can't change that.

i don't want your stupid excuses.

you broke me, blake.

blake
flora, please

please let me make it up to you

i love you
read by flower 🌷 at 9:35 pm

flower 🌷
blake, i can't.

these past few days have been torture

i haven't left my bed, blake

my eyes hurt from crying but i still do

all i can think about is what she has that i don't

what makes her so much better than me?

blake it's not just her

blake
what is it then?

if she's not the only problem, please enlighten me
read by flower 🌷 at 9:36 pm

flower 🌷
the endless nights i'd go without a text from you

waiting until five in the morning with nothing

blake
i was on tour, flora, that's not fair

you know i was busy
read by flower 🌷 at 9:36 pm

flower 🌷
being on tour has nothing to do with it!

i understand you were busy

but were you too busy to even just say good morning or just check in with me?

i texted you and tried to call you every single day

all i'd get is "sorry, can't talk rn"

and you'd never even text back later

blake i gave you my everything

am i not enough?

blake
flora, you always will be enough

more than enough, actually

i'm sorry for making you feel unappreciated or that i was too busy for you
read by flower 🌷 at 9:38 pm