Renjun
Hello.
Renjun
It's been 4 weeks now.
Renjun
I can't believe a month already passed by.
Renjun
They told me that it's time to move on.
Renjun
But I can't.
Renjun
I don't understand how you're already forgotten.
Renjun
You'll never be forgotten by me.
Renjun
You're always on my mind.
Renjun
I'll never forget your hugs.
Renjun
I'll never forget how you comforted me when no one else could.
Renjun
I'll never forget your lame jokes.
Renjun
I'll never forget you.
Renjun
I love you.
Renjun looked up when a soft knock could be heard
He already knew it was his mother. Not in the mood to talk he buried himself in blankets, hoping that she would think he was asleep.
"Renjun, your friends are here" her mom softly said. Her voice held a hint of worry, she wanted nothing else but for her only son to be happy.
Friends? I didn't make any plans, Renjun thought.
Renjun didn't answer, he wanted her to go away, he wanted everything to go away.
His mind kept screaming to him to go outside, to hangout with his friends. It's what she would've wanted right? But his body didn't let that happen. His body had completely shut down, numb to the pain he no longer tried. He no longer tried to be happy.
Because in the end nothing would ever go back to the way it used to.
