Renjun
Hi.
Renjun
I have a confession to make.
Renjun
We've know eachother since we were young.
Renjun
We've been bestfriends since the day we could walk.
Renjun
So, I just wanted to tell you that I moved on.
Renjun
I knew you never liked me back.
Renjun
It was so hard for me to get you out of my head.
Renjun
But I managed, I'm fine without you now.
Renjun
I truly do not need you anymore.
Renjun
Because I know you never needed me.
Renjun
I passed your locker today, and finally I didn't stop to stare at it.
Renjun
I didn't notice that you were no longer by my side at lunch.
Renjun
But in the end they were right.
Renjun
You're gone and there's nothing I can do to get you back.
Renjun
It's been 11 weeks now.
Renjun
I'm finally starting to move on.
Renjun
Or maybe I'm not.
Renjun
But I won't beg you to come back anymore.
Renjun knew he was lying to himself.
He wasn't in denial anymore, he had accepted what happened. Now the time where he tried desperately to move on began.
He tried to reassured himself that he didn't care anymore, but he did care. He cared so much. Almost too much.
Renjun forced a smile on his lips and walked into school.
Pretending that she hadn't ever existed.
