𝔸𝕟𝕪𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕤𝕙𝕖 𝕔𝕒𝕟 𝕕𝕠, 𝕀 𝕔𝕒𝕟 𝕕𝕠 𝕚𝕥 𝕥𝕠𝕠.
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feelings. what were they? what did they mean to me?
I have always pin-pointed them on someone that I felt I had a connection with.
the flicks of me and him in the shower together were replaying in my mind as I sat up against his bedroom wall.
why did I feel like this? betrayed.
it couldn't have been abnormal to gain this type of point of view.
after what those girls had told me I was sure he could have just been using me this entire time to get to what he wanted.
I blankly stared at the edge of his bed from the ground still thinking.
maybe, I should just leave now. While No one is watching.
but where would I go? back to my father?
of course I miss my brother but, everything that's happened here has had me on a emotional rollercoaster and I actually like it.
I've never experienced something like this before.
as always, I'm knocked out of my train of thought by the door opening.
I glanced up and then refused to look back at him.
"aye, x want you- ...what's wrong with yo ass?"
Ski pushes the door more open and walked towards me.
I didn't know whether to tell him or not because I thought maybe he wouldn't understand.
"just thinking."
I could see from the corner of my eye ; his smirk.
"you know what I'm about to ask, so just tell me."
I placed my head up against the wall, releasing a breath.
"it's just everything that's happening, I miss my brother."
it was silent for a couple seconds.
"yo, we could take you to go see him. you just gotta gain our trust. Cuz right now, you fuckin up way too much."
he chuckles.
