I didn't go to school today I just felt sick and tired of every thing idk why I felt this way I just Did.
all day Matthew kept blowing up my phone Y/N were are you why aren't you answering me I'm worried ps Matthew lives in my building we have been best friends for years ever since I moved here in 2nd grade.
Matthew has always been there when I needed him or not he just suddenly pops out of no where most times like he watches me or somthing but he's just being a friend.
It was suddenly 3 Matthew should be home any minute.
I ran to the top of the building we lived in a 17 story high place pretty high up.
I walked up to the railing slowly.
no body likes you Y/N.
your worthless just die already
your nothing but a pathetic brat.
the words kept playing in my mind.
I suddenly started crying I stood up on the railing and looked down about to jump when I heard STOP.
I turned my head slightly Matthew go away I spated
MATTHEW POV.
I ran to the top of the building I left my iPod there last night.
I went out the door and seen Y/N standing on the side about to commit.
STOP I yelled she turned slightly" go away Matthew" she whispered.
why so you can just what kill yourself? "Matthew just go i__ " NO I'm not gonna let you do something stupid for no reason at all.
LOOK YOU CANT KEEP HELPING ME EVERY MOVE I MAKE YOUR RIGHT THERE TO EATHER PROTECT ME OR SAVE ME FROM MY ACCENDENTS YOU HAVE TO STOP.
LISTEN Y/N JUST GRAB MY HAND AND ILL HELP YOU DOWN WE CAN TALK ABOUT THIS JUST DONT DO IT.
ookayy she slowly stuck her hand out she leaned in to me then she slipped and went over.
AHHHHHH MATTHEW HELP ME PLEASE.
Y/N SHHH HERE GRAB MY HAND I GOT YOU TRUST ME JUST JUST DONT LET GO LOOK IN MY EYES I got you.
she panicky nodded I WONT.
she looked down and screeched her eyes shut.
I pulled her over we both fell on eachother.
Matthew I'm sorry for yelling I jus__ "shhh it wasn't your fault"
I put my hands on her cheeks and stroked her hair.
Mathew why are you always here for me why can't you just let me be for a second? huh? answer me.
because I just i_ __ "Matt" BECAUSE I LOVE YOU. w_what? "because I love you Y/N you don't see it you don't even care your just happy go lucky your to blind to see that I'm the one who would treat you like royalty but you don't feel the same way I looked away feeling stupid.
Matthew I didn't know I'm sorry but I do care I love you too.
you do? "you saved me from killing my self of course I love you I would love you even if you didn't Matt"
he smiled and carried me back inside
