For you

Chapter 9

~ Jin grabbed my hand and walked me to his car, letting me in to his front seat of the car.  [in your mind] Please Jin i beg you dont be nice to me. I don't want to get this feeling with you again, I have Bambam with me now and I promise myself that I won't forgive you, but here you are again. Making me confuse and overwhelm. Why? A tear dropped

Seokjin: Are you okay? What's wrong?
Y/N: I-I'm o-okay, d-don't w-worry  (you try to say while not crying)
Seokjin: Okay if you say so (underneath his breath) it's not like if I didn't know that you are totally lying ,but okay
Y/N: What did you say?(annoyed)
Seokjin: Nothing
Y/N: Where are we going
Seokjin: Italian/Freanch restaurant
Y/N: You remember!(You look at him shook as that's your favorite food)
Seokjin: I remember everything. You think that after all we been through I would forget.
Y/N: Well actually yea I thought that.
~ there was silence between every word. After a few minutes both arrive to the restaurant.He comes out of his car first opening the door for you
Seokjin:Ta-da
Y/N: (you gasp) omg it's my favorite place. Thanks!( you turn)
~ You hug him but as soon as you realize you break the hug and just said sorry. He was blushing and so were you but it was wrong of you to do so.
Y/N: Don't misunderstand me Jin.
Seokjin: Yea I get that.

*Seokjin POV*
Y/N: You remember!
~ she look at me with shook eyes. I mean how would I forget Y/N. I still love you.  I want you to be mine. No matter what the issue or consequence is I will get you to be mine. Just wait a little and let me explain. Fuck what you're friends would say.  I've  determine myself to make you mine no matter the cost that I have to pay (you say in your mind as driving)

*Y/N POV*
~we walked to the restaurant and saw my bestfriend
Y/N: OMGG!!! LISAA!!! AAHH!!!I didn't knew you worked here
Lisa:OMGGG!!!Y/N!!I'm so glad to see you after that da-
Seokjin: Hey...umm we have a reservation for two
Lisa: The table is ready you can go in.
~Lisa grab my arm and whisper
Lisa: We would talk later. What the h is going on
Y/N: I promise I will explain let's meet at the lady's room when i finish okay
Lisa: Okay

~ Jin walked me to the table. It was a room just for the two of us. No noise, distractions more than his gorgeous body and face.

Waiter: Here is the menu. Would you guys like to order drinks.
Jin: For now just two glasses of water and two sangrias
Y/N: I'm not going to drink
Jin:Relax, just one
~ The waiter leaves as you both read the menu
Y/N: I'll have a chicken parmesan with fettuccini pasta and tomatoe sauce
~ As I say what I want Jin is already practicing in his head what he is going to say. The waiter comes back with the drinks.
Waiter: Alright what can I get you guys?
~ Jin talked to the waiter. I look at him and im in heaven. Y/N  shut it!! Bambam remember Bambam. I just hope he doesn't find out about this.

Jin: Before I talk promise me that you will listen, try not to end up in a argument and fix this between us
Y/N: What's between us? Huh?
Jin: I don't want to start arguing!
Y/N: Okay fine but I won't promise that I would get a little mad
~ Jin stood quiet for a little. I was frighten, I didn't know what I was doing anymore, but it was too late to turn back. I'm here with him that's all I know

Jin: (sigh) I'm so sorry Y/N  from the bottom of my heart. Leaving you was the worst anyone can do on a amazing women. I know it's my fault that you rebel against anyone. But I didn't mean to. I got driven into a world of fame, popularity, caring people, but that one person I cherished alot I've abandon.
~ Omg! Jin what are you trying to say. Please tell me he is using cheesy words to get my sorry and that's it
Jin: Y/N, on the day of the wedding I got accepted to be a trainee. It was at that moment to take it or regret it later. You always know that I'm passionate-
Y/N: ( tears came down ) You Left Me In The Altar In Front Of Many Guest For A Stupid Shit!!
Jin: (hands you a napkin) Y/N  it was and is my dream you know that!!
Y/N: So how long you think it would've taken you if you would tell me before making myself a FUCKING FOOL IN FRONT OF EVERYONE!!!!
Jin: It was not my intention. But You Were The One Who Didn't Wanted To Talk To Me!
Y/N: What don't make excuses  (you sarcastically laugh)
Jin: That day on the wedding when I got the call ,Bambam was there along with all our friends.
Y/N: I don't belive you. How can I  belive, you have no proof
Jin: I have all the proof, but I don't want you to get hurt...