For you

Chapter 10

* Before I start I know it's been a while but I finally have time to write again...Enjoy and let me know what you think of the novel so far*

~ Hearing Jin saying does words broke my heart. I've never saw Bambam in our wedding day. Not that I can recall, i mean if he was he must have been with Jackson and the crew since then.

Jin: Bambam was there, he was friends with Jackson and when he came by, I met him there
Y/N: I'm not understanding, what are you trying to s-say... that he made this up!
Jin: Not exactly..im not sure. When I got the call Bambam was the only one in the room, I didn't know what to do and he persuade me to go and he will hand you the letter I wrote.
Y/N: No way, you are lying!!
Jin: (frustrated stands up) How Am I Making It Up!! If all I've been doing this past years is regreting running out like a scare dog, because I-I-
Y/N: Don't Say it ! (Tears are building up, but you don't want to cry in front of him again) I'm with someone now.
Jin: (isn't even looking at you anymore) Then I wasted my time.

~ W-what, wasted your time. I mean you haven't even explained the rest and you wasted your time. (You noticed that what you were thinking you were actually saying it out loud)

Jin: Explain what more! What's the point to explain When You Are With Someone!. I can't with this anymore
Y/N: And you think I can. What makes you think that I am not living a shitty life. Look at you, all famous and me just a mediocre girl with benefits of having rich parents. All for what? To end up like this. Being hated by half world and LAUGHED AT!!(you stand up grabbing your stuff and exiting the restaurant)

Lisa: Y/N!!! Wait!!!
- by the time she scream my name I was in a taxi going back home. Full of tears and anger.

Driver: Miss are you alright, do you need to go to the doctor
Y/N : I'm fine I guess, can you drive a little faster
Driver: I'll try
Y/N: Thanks

- Arriving home Ellen was cutting some flowers from the garden

Ellen: Y/-...Whats wrong,
Y/N:( broke into tears hugging her tight ) Ellen I'm confused, I don't know what to do.
Ellen:  Lets go inside and talk. How about if I make you a tea to relax.
Y/N: ( nodding my head I see at the corner of my eyes Bambam )
Bambam: Y/N!!
Y/N: (I didn't wanted to turned around but I did) Bambam sweetie!!!
- While he was walking towards me a car pulled up along the drive way, I was in shook to see Jin  in the tuxedo he choos for the wedding day, all I could think of was this is the end. Scare seeing both men are now fighting for me.