E-mails

Narration

Namjoon had an odd feeling when he recieved Wendy's text message that morning. He looked at it again to reconfirm the time and place thy were meeting up at.

"Maybe she's gonna break up with you to focus on her career, like those fanfictions about popular boy bands," Jin had joked when he told him about the text.

As Namjoon rode to the place he hoped that that was not the case. He hoped that they were gonna talk about something else. He wasn't able to spend much time with Wendy since they started dating a few weeks ago. He could afford to lose this relationship, not when he had so much to give. He couldn't lose this. Jihyo made an effort to hook him and her up.

"We're here sir." The driver's words knocked him back into reality, he had been sitting there way to long. He payed and got out.

"Joon," Wendy greeted him, her signature smile plastered on her face.

"Sorry I'm late," he apologized.

"I actually just got off the cab when I saw you." Wendy led them to the spot where they first met. To the spot where Namjoon had waited for Jihyo or IAmThomas, since he didn't know her identity then, for hours.

"What did you want to talk about?" Namjoon asked. They both sat on the bench.

"Well," Wendy thought for a moment. "Let me ask you a few questions first. What do you plan to do after graduating university? Do you plan to pursue engineering or form a band with the guys?"

"How did you know about the band?" Wendy laughed after hearing his question.

"Jin told me, he said you were a great rapper. Now, answer the question."

"I personally want to do the band with the guys but career wise I think I'll pursue engineering," he said.

"What if you were given a chance to pursue the band?"

"I'd take it, granted it should be successful." Namjoon felt uneasy. This conversation is leading to the thing he had been dreading this morning.

"What if a company took you in, guaranteeing you success but you have to give up a few things?"

"I'd give them up, it depends on the things I have to give up though."

"Then I hope you won't hate me for this," Wendy began. "The company told me to give you and my studies up. I'm sorry Namjoon, let's break up."

The thing Namjoon dreaded to hear had finally come. "Wendy..."

"They said to focus on my debut for the time being. They told me to put all my concentration into it." Wendy got up and walked away. "I'm sorry." Were the last words he heard from her.

............

"Joon how was it?" Jin asked when he entered their dorm that night.

"You were right."

"Right about what?"

"She left me to focus on her debut as a solo artist," Namjoon said. "That's why she wanted to meet in person."

"Joon..." Jin stepped closer to him and placed a hand on his shoulders.

"I kind of understand her side, but it still makes me upset that she could readily tgrow me aside for her career," Namjoon said, he took Jin's hand from his shoulder and walked to his room.

All night sniffs could be heard on Namjoon's door.

........

"Hyo," Wendy cried when she saw standing on the park's entrance. She ran to her and hugged her.

"How did he react?" she asked as she carressed her hair. She lead them to a bench and sat there.

"I didn't see. I walked away after I said it."

"Wendy..."