What am I going to do?

chapter 2. Brody

Brody was my first love. I thought we were going to last. More than just years. I thought we were going to last forever. He was so perfect to me. He could do no wrong. I was so defensive of him and I gave him my heart. Which I fully regret now after I figured out who he really was. I thought he loved me when in fact he only wanted one thing. That one thing was the one thing he told me he didn't care about. My body. I am not the prettiest girl and I'm definitely not the skinniest girl. However, guys still seem to be attracted to my body. That's not what I want a guy to be attracted to me for. I want a guy to like all of me. Not just one or two parts. Anyways, Brody always seemed to find a way to make me happy. By the things he said and by the things he did. He made me feel like I was special. Afterwards, I felt so stupid for believing the things he said. I wish so much that I could go back in time and change what I said to him. I feel like I've wasted my words for someone I actually do love. when Collin found out that we broke up, he asked why and I told him . He hugged me and told me that he didn't deserve me and then he said he was going to kick Brody's ass. I didn't believe him because frankly, he's not the toughest guy and he's not the type of person to start a fight. Even if it was for his best friend. It still made me happy that he was so protective about it. Brody ended up moving to another town and going to another high school and I haven't talked to him since we broke up. I don't really care that much but sometimes I think about what it would be like if we were still together.