My Step Brother is a Disaster©

6•Comfort me

Bree

A week has gone by and dad told me that Ethan and I will be start packing up and moving our things to the loft which we visited the other day, tomorrow. I need to make the best out of this week.

"Kenzie... We need to talk," I breathed out as he was kissing my neck that made me moan.

"What is it Bree?" he murmured against my skin and I smiled, pulling his cheeks away as I pressed a kiss in his lips.

"I'm moving out to the loft tomorrow cause my dad wants us to settle in and I'm gonna miss hanging out with you," I said and he's not coping with me as he gave me a confused look.

"Me too but what're you saying?" he asked. Should I ask him if he's willing to do a relationship? that sounds weird. I mean he didn't ask me to he his girlfriends.

"What are we?" I blurted out and he stared at me for a while, sitting up as he ran his hands through his tousled hair.

"Uhm..." he started, moving his gaze to the floor, meaning were not in a relationship. How stupid am I to think that were dating. I chewed on my bottom lip and nodded, understanding what this is all about. I got attached and I hate that I did. "Aren't we friends...?" he said and my brows creased. That's it? Friends? With benefits?

"Oh," I said mindlessly as my brows shot up.

"I'm sorry but I wouldn't want to be in a relationship right now Bree," he said apologetically and my heart dropped, all this time, I've been expecting much from him. "It's not you, it's just that were starting college soon and you never know what'll happen, also we're not going in the same school," he continued, rubbing the back of his head.

"Okay, I understand." I feel like shit, honestly. I was hoping for a relationship with Kenzie before school starts, the guy I liked since high school, but too bad I don't always get what I want, things are always not in my favour after all.

"Don't get me wrong, you're really beautiful Bree and I do like you," I met his eyes when he cupped my cheeks in his hand. "But I just can't do long distance," he said and I took in a deep breath, holding myself together.

"So all these was just a fling," I said, and if he answers yes, I will truly be hurt. All along I thought he liked me back the way I liked him but I'm dreaming, of course I'm not first priority.

"You make it sound so bad, but yeah, kinda." he responded. Asshole! I pressed my mouth in a thin line and I really felt stupid. He's just a guy with needs and I'm supplying him with his needs at the moment, he'll move on soon. I let out a sigh as my lungs constricted.

"A fling," I repeated, sounding foreign in my mouth.

"I don't want to hurt you Bree," he told me and I wouldn't meet his eyes as him admitting it hurt me enough. "I care for you and I'm sorry if you were expecting a relationship but I couldn't give that to you right now," he said and I can only take enough of his bullshit explanation. If he liked me that way, he wouldn't make excuses and put me as priority, he's gonna make long distance relationship work but no, he's just a guy thinking with his dick and needs.

"I should go now," I grabbed my discarded shirt from his bed and wore it on.

"Bree," he said, sounding like a plead but I shook my head. I can't stay here another moment.

"Sorry Kenzie, it was stupid of me to think that you'll put me first," I told him before standing up. He grabbed my hand but I pulled it away.

"Bree I'm sorry but you don't have to go, I mean I like you and all, it's just-" I cut him off before he could finish.