It's been over a week since the boys told me that Daniel had died from suicide when I left him for Austin all I could do was cry Austin and my family were getting worried about me.
I hadn't come out of my room all morning I have been staring at pictures of him and I, I didn't want Austin to walk in and see me looking at this because I don't wan to hurt him I really loved this one photo of me and him and I decided to post it
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I sighed and shed a tear on the photo I felt like it was all my fault "rinng rinnng" my phone went it was Austin I picked up "Hello" I said "hey are you okay babe " he said "ya I'm fine" I said "well I'll be home in like 1 hour okay"he said "okay" I said "bye I love you" he said "bye" I hung up
got some popcorn I zoned out replaying his laugh in my head I smiled and snapped out of it from the microwave going off I take out my popcorn and go back to my room
I played Shane Dawson conspiracy theory one the tv me and Daniel would watch these all the time I wish he was he instead of Ethan it sounds bad but I truly loved Daniel I hate myself for putting all of this on Ethan
"Hey gorgeous" Ethan says coming in hugging me "hey" I say weaky "what are you walking" he says "can you stop with the small talk please" I say
"I'm sorry Emma but I can't take it your always crying about Daniel you love him more than me he is gone you left him remember " he yelled at me
"You were so understanding and I know I have been putting your more than I never should but I can't say we will get passed this because I don't know if we will" I said
And with that I got my stuff and left Austin alone I got in my car know exactly where I wanted to go I speed over to the beach I felt safe there I met him there .
As I walked out of my car the ocean breeze rushed up on me I missed it ,children running around laughing and playing I smiled for the frist time in a long time.
I sat feeling the sand between my toes and staring out to the ocean I giggled remembering Daniel running around the beach with me in his arms not caring about anything but the moment .
********Time skip*********
It was dark and I saw a food truck and ordered fries and I felt a tap on my shoulder I turned around to reveal 4 boys with smiles plasterd on there faces "EMMA" They shout "hey" I say "we missed you" Jack said I" missed you guys to" I said.
"Wanna go back to our house" Jonah said "uhh actually I think I should go home " I said "but please" Zach whined "I see u haven't grown" I said laughing "fine I will come BUT only for a little I have to go home " I say remembering how I walked out on Austin I felt really bad .
********Time skip********
"So how have you been" Jonah asked "Okay I guess"I lied,I lied so hard "oh" Jonah said "just Austin has been out a lot acting and stuff" I said "I've been alone a lot" I said .
"Yessssssss"Zach said "fuck"Jack said "I win I win I win " Zach says doing a dance "whatever" Corbyn said "no we playing fortnite again I gonna beat you"Jack said "okay"Zach said
"Anyway" Jonah laughs I giggle out of no where my phone starts to blow up "sorry" I say "it's fine" Jonah says
It's Austin wondering where I am I sigh annoyed "I have to go"I say to Jonah "oh well can we have your number" Jonah asks "of sure " I say "its ###-###-####"I say "thanks" Jonah says "bye boys" I say as I walk out
I walk in to the door seeing something I never wanted to see
