loved you → jirosé

╴ DID

18:57

8th may, 2018

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dear jimin,

you can stop pretending i don't know about her.

i've known about you guys ever since you came back one night,

the scent of a foreign, unknown fragrance lingering around you,

surrounding you like a bubble of sins and deception.

your sickly sweet tone and over-affectionate gestures made it obvious to me that you're putting on a show for me.

you were manipulating me,

tugging on my heartstrings like how a puppeteer would maneuver a puppet.

don't you know how devasted i felt

the day i walked into OUR room

and saw you in OUR bed with that slutty whore?

it broke my heart.

no, it demolished my exhausted heart to so many pieces, i can't ever repair it.

thank you so much park jimin,

for letting me realize how much of a fool i was to fall for you.

for letting me realize how delusional i was to fall for you and your charismatic lies.

but i can't forget how much i loved you.

though you broke my heart into a billion pieces,

i loved you.

and i still love you park jimin.

and i always will.

your broken, but hopeful lover,

~rosé