Prejudice (daragon fanfic)

Distressed

" so.. what do you want to order?" he said as he clasped his hands in front of me,seemingly thrilled on his own. why does he to be so enliven all the time?

" you decide" i said nonchalantly while looking out of the window.

I hate this.after the push and pull we did out there on the street with strangers witnessing our own spectacle i still ended up coming with him. what has this guy done to me?

he ordered us both coffee, I didn't bother what kind it was. I could pretty much handle any kind of coffee there is. well, i used to back then.

" didn't your parents tell that it's rude to stare at people" i didn't even notice that i was actually staring at him. I quickly divert my attention to the coffee served in front of us not long after he made the order. guess they work very well here.

" well,I'm sorry to pop your little entertainment but i don't have parents"

" but-- Mr. Park Dae Ho? isn't he your father?" jiyong said looking astounded by the sudden information i revealed.

" he isn't." i managed to say, not giving any more details.

" then who is?" jiyong pushed on again.it seems like he doesnt want to let go of this subject and i ponder why.

" don't push your luck too much jiyong~ah."and as i said those words he remained silent through out the whole time.it was after i finished my second cup of coffee that i decided to speak up 'cause i can't manage to take him being like this.

" don't feel bad.'cause i dont.not at all" i forced a convincing smile and headed out first. he learned something about me again.shit.

I walked down the streets again with no particular destination because i felt like it. I hate how I'm admitting to myself that I am actually being swooned over without him even trying. i hate that everytime i sent him away he just comes back and catches me off guard.

I immediately halted on my tracks as I felt someone following me.tch. I know its that damn jiyong again.why does he do this? i dont freaking understand the way he thinks.

" what the hell are you doing?" i muttered under gritted teeth.

" well,uhm... i was apparently going this way" he playfully scratched his forehead and smiled innocently as if there's nothing wrong with that.and with stride steps I stood in front of him,fuming angrily.

" listen here kwon jiyong because i am not going to repeat this anymore so listen very well." i let out an exasperated breath and looked directly to his eyes which never fails to make me feel extra concious about myself. why does he make me feel so frustrated?!

" i dont freaking know what i have said that night that we got drunk but those stories i have shared with you doesnt give you the right to act like we're friends. I dont do friends. so dont follow me around!" i found myself running out of air when i finished talking, my body trembling badly. the words just deliberately rolled out of my tounge without my mind processing it. though i know why i did it. I knew indeed why i said those words.

and he just stood there completely taken back by my outrage.i was shocked to find my hand gripping both of his collar roughly. h-how did..when did i? but before i could even process what was happening at the moment.he spoke.

" i am just trying to be nice to you but if you dont like it...then suit yourself" he started to walk past me while i stood there appalled.it felt like air was knocked off of me and my legs started to lose its strength.w-why do i feel hurt right now?

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"You look undeniably shitty today. Well... You always do but you look incredibly shitty today." A voice that came under the deepest depth of the underworld greeted me as I arrived at the club. Tch this witch again really.

" so the point of what you're saying is?" I lazily replied while putting my belongings inside one of the lockers for the people who works at the club. After putting my stuffs down and shutting my phone off I turned around to wait for her reply but she just stood there. I saw her open her mouth about to say something but closed it soon after.

" I thought so, now leave me alone and find someone else who might give a shit about you" I walked passed her and made my way towards the lounge.

The club operates twenty four seven but during this time only few people come by. Well I was supposed to do my shift in the afternoon but I decided to make it earlier so I could leave earlier too. I can't seem to fathom why I feel the need to get away and go somewhere else. I feel undoubtedly distressed today and I hate it.

Dara's shift went through smoothly and that smoothly meant she wasn't her usual self, she would get easily angered by the customers doing inappropriate things which she was used to before. And every time she would see some guy who looked like jiyong or even dress like him she would break something from the bar counter.It was unknown to her that her appa was watching her tantrums.

" appa's calling for you." Tiffany made her way behind the bar counter to cover my shift. I didn't dare to throw her a look or what not. I made my way towards appa's office.

He was holding up a cigarette in between his hands,not looking anywhere specifically.he seemed like he was in trance. I cleared my throat to alarm him of my presence and he immediately put off his cigarette and threw it to the trash bin next to his desk.

"wae appa? Why did you call me?" I knew exactly why he called for me but I guess the thrill of anticipating what he'd say is something to look forward to.

" take the rest of the day off. You can't function like this dara~yah." He stood up and walked towards me. His arms length away from me. His fingers reach up to touch me but I back away as my reflex kicked in. well i expected that.

I nod as an agreement. I knew he noticed it. He knows me well enough to know somethings wrong with me.

" what about my earn? At least let me finish my shift first" I tried to convince him to at least accomplish the rest of the hour.

" you've only been here for an hour or so but you've already managed to break five bottles of wine and three shot glasses dara and you ask me to make you stay? If you're rattling on your payment for the apartment again don't worry about it. I'm not even asking you to pay me back for it dara.you know that right?" he looked worryingly at me instead of being mad that his club is losing profits for all the things that I've managed to break.

Really? He wants to discuss this matter again with me?!

After saying those words and contemplating on them I saw how his expression changed again. He knew we've settled that matter long time ago.

" Im sorry dara~yah. I know you want to pay me back.im not hurrying you to.so just don't worry about it and take the day off.go somewhere."

"arasso, I'll go get my things appa.gomawo" I bowed to him and took my leave soon after. I saw tiffany leaning against the door.tch. I knew she was eavesdropping.she always does.

Author's note:

another update maybe next week? or tomorrow? please stay tuned even though I update very very extemely slow. love ya!

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