"'Cause I've been having all these nightmares," -Calum Hood
The seven hundred forty-ninth line I marked on the dull cemented wall rendered my piece of chalk to crumble within the palm of my right hand.
That was how long I have been in this imprisonment. More than two years. Seven hundred forty-nine days.
But this is just the beginning. No matter how much I suffer in this place that still seems so unfamiliar to me, I will have no choice but to give in and stay here forever.
How can life be so unfair to me? What wrong have I ever done?
I took a glance at the creased calendar that still hung against the wall, and took note that it was August. I'll be celebrating another dreaded birthday in this cell, and I extremely hate it.
Why did they have to be so heartless to take me away from my life?
Then my thoughts drifted to my family. Do they miss me? But thinking that they never showed a care towards me ninety-nine percent of my entire life, I highly doubt they even noticed that I'm gone.
Do I really deserve this kind of life?
More questions raged within me as I silently sat down on my mattress.
Ashton, are you that worthless that even people you never exactly knew desired your death?
The Big Boss, as he wanted me to call him, has tortured me in ways almost unimaginable to others. He can effortlessly throw my body against marble walls and have my own blood stain them. He can heartlessly hire five bulky boxers just to beat me to a pulp. He has pure evil settling in his heart that I can't even start explaining about.
I hate this place. I hate him. I hate whatever reason brought me into this situation. I hate how I have to suffer like this. I hate my life.
I hate how I can never feel free, how I'll be lonely for the rest of my existence... And I have seemed to accept those facts already.
They all killed my soul, and turned my heart into stone.
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I meant this to be a very boring and short chapter. Hopefully it gets better on the next though.
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