Who am I

Chapter two

Chapter two*

School goes by in a breeze and before I know it I'm back at home, uploading last high school pictures of everyone and stuff, while texting everyone that I'll miss them and hope they have bright futures. Josh phones me before I go down to eat my dinner and we stay on the phone for what feels like forever.

" josh I gotta go now, my dinners probably cold" I whine, hating when it's like, that.

" can't you stay on a little longer, I love hearing your voice" he pleads, hoping I'll give in. But I can't and I won't give in this time.

" I can't I love and miss you already so I'll see you tomorrow okay" I say.

" okay" he finally agrees, I smile. " miss you bee" he says using my nickname.

" miss you too J" I reply.

"I love you bee, so much" he says.

" I love you too j" I reply, smiling.

When we finally bed the call I run down stairs diving Into my sit at the table, digging into my food. Sky raises an eyebrow at me, laughing silently to herself. Mum and dad just shake their head before tucking back into their own foods.

" finally finished talking to lover boy then" sky smirks.

" yep, he didn't want to end it, so I had to" I say.

" aw he's fallen hard" she says,

" maybe" I reply, pushing my food into my mouth.

' just maybe' I think.

After dinner I take my bath and then get into bed. There's one thing only josh, sienna and my family know about me and that's that I love to read. I know I'm such a dork to say that but I do, I really doo.

I pick up my book ' searching for sky' and start to read where I left off. I love this book because 1) it's romantic and 2) sky's just found out she's not who she really is.

That must be hard for people. Not knowing who they really are and having it just sprung on them in a short amount of time. That's cruel and I'm glad that will never happen to me because I know exactly who I am. I'm raine may Charles, daughter of holly and phil Charles and sister to sky Louise Charles. That's who I'll alway be.

I read for about an hour before turning my bedside lamp off. I lay down and sink into my soft cushy mattress. My head sink into the softness of my pillow. I think of josh and all the moments we shared. I think of sienna and the first time I ever meet her. I think of the crew, school, graduating, how prom might turn out, sky and my parents.

God I'm gonna miss everything when I leave. I'll have sienna with em but still I'll miss this place. I mean who knows I may never come back.

Sorry it short but it really late and I have school tomorrow. I have performing arts-drama, science, food tec, text styles and English. Wish me luck. Write to you tomorrow, so for now peace out peeps xx ;)