jimin pov
"shit."
i was making coffee at the local cafe, trying to be a good employee but failing dramatically, and i had just spilled a newly made coffee all over my apron.
i rushed to the sink and grabbed paper towels, trying to scrub the coffee off with water.
"hurry the hell up park or this customer will get feisty!" i heard the slut that is my coworker yell. her name is hyuna and she is a freaky hoe, but you didn't hear it from me. she never shuts up and only acknowledges the hot guys, unless they're me, the most attractive of all.
haha, psych, im an ugly child.
i made a new cup of coffee, trying to ignore the fact that i looked like i pissed all over my apron, and gave hyuna the coffee, which she handed to the annoying customer that hastily snatched their drink before walking out, leaving their cash on the table.
i sighed. my shift will be over soon, i thought to myself.
hyuna came to the back and was mumbling something to herself. "looks like the rest left because of that stupid customer holding up the damn line, probably because you were taking so long you worthless piece of crap." she said to me.
i tried to ignore her but since im a pathetic baby i of course took it to heart. my self confidence has never been especially high, but she was one of the reasons that my confidence was gradually decreasing.
"sorry." i mumbled before hanging my apron on the wall and quickly exiting the building before i could get scolded any longer.
i arrived at my apartment and basically fell onto my bed, into my collection of plushes and pastel pillows. no one knows about this. not that anyone would care, i only have one friend and that's jungkook.
my room is filled with things that many might call girly, but i think that you should be allowed to like what you want. it doesn't make you any less of a man if you like pastel colors and stuffed animals.
i pulled out my diary that i write in every day, then wrote about my sucky life.
today that ugly ass bitch hyuna yelled at me
for being a klutz. basically the usual. also, i still only have one friend, but the thing is, he hasn't hung out with me because he's got some dumb crush on a random guy named taehyung. never met him personally but he sounds like a player. eh. whatever. not like i have anyone crushing on my since im a fucking ugly ass peanut looking hoe. not to mention an worthless piece of crap according to hyuna. so yeah love you bye!
jimin
i hate my diary. it's never responded to me.
but yeah it's a fucking book so of course it's not gonna answer you stupid boy.
anyway, i just chilled out for the night and took a shower, wore pajamas, and cried myself to sleep.
for the fourth time this week.
